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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Precious Moments

i've got to get up at 7 tomorrow morning but i'm still online downloading game. hahas. Phillip just gave me a url for this rpg game. hahas. shall go see what's about it. hee. seems fun =D. My eyes are like super itchy now. *argh*

The whole of today is just a waste. In the morning i told myself i'm going to study BUT in the end i did not. HA HA. i was watching hana kimi ep11. OMG! it's damn nice. Ella and WuZhun are so cute! OMG! and of cause not forgetting DADONG! hahas. He's such a joker in the drama. ok. i shall go to school tomorrow and ask marilyn to watch it. HA HA. then at least we'll have something to talk about. =D

Alright, last few days K talked to me about C. He said that they're closer already =D. It's nice to hear that your friend is close to someone he has feelings to =) . I'm happy for you! hee. I'm so happy cause why? cause tomorrow will be the submission of my last project. That means! no more project. BUT STILL GOT MATHS!!! =( i just dislike the teacher so much . cause she always say things that i don't like and things that will really demoralize me. Argh. Forgt it. pass this module with FLYING colours so i will not get to see her again! hahas.

I drew this today. I am giving it to ben. I just have this feeling to give him one of my drawing. I don't know why. hahas. just felt like drawing today and since i'm thinking of giving him something. might as well draw it out. hee. =D. I felt that the drawing was. zzz.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Creativity and innovation

Friday i went to Rochor Centre to get the circuit for CNI. zzz i went in to buy and after buying it rained! zzz. it's really bad luck la. hahas. whatever it is, went home to do the circuit and it's done BUT there's no sound -_- izzit suppose to be sound'less'. i don't know. gosh. I'm wondering why am i the one who is doing all these alone. where's my partner. zzz. kind of pissed though. she doesn't care.

Today, she messged me in the afternoon. her message goes something like that:

She: " hey, u bought the circuit already? tml gt to hand in."
Me: " Did you do anything?"
She: "No, M gave you the namecard rite? i don't know whr the shop."
Me: " Oh. Ok, i finished the circuit already but no sound. trying to connect the vibrator in and i'm still finding pillow."
She: " oh, i oso can't find the pillow."
Me: " Oh, ok"
Me: " by the way, the circuit cost 37 bucks."
She: " ok, i'll pay u tml."

ARGH~ can she pay for my effort? LOL. Alright at first when i saw that message i was like what the hell. The dateline for the project is tomorrow and you happily message me TODAY!. what if i didn't do anything as well? fail together and repeat this stupid module for one more year? gosh i'm not going to be that stupid. =( . Whatever i said now is useless though. I've done everything and i'm not the kind of person that will voice out my unhappiness to the person outfront. =( (my bf is exception) hahas. Forget it. I know it now and i won't do it another time.

ENOUGH OF NANYANG POLY PROJECT STUFF. I"M SICK AND TIRED OF IT~~~~~~~~~

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Can't Stand It Anymore

ARGH! fuck. I JUST BURNED MYSELF. IDIOT. All because of that stupid PCB project. I hate projects i hate cicuit. I don't know why i ended in this stupid course which i have no interest at all. And i felt really stupid and torturing la. I really felt like quitting so much. I don't see a point to continue! ask me why? cause circuits project are all not done by me even if it is i copied them from another so tell me what's the point? I don't even know what all the lecturers are talking about. Fuck it. Why can't i do things that i like instead? Gosh. Ok, i felt useless la. Burning myself while soldering. Damn! i cried cause of the burn and cause that i'm hopeless. (The burn really hurts alright. =( ) Now there's like this small ugly hole on my leg. =( -sighs.

I felt so sad. =( Seeing friends around me enjoying their poly life really makes me envy them. I used to crave for poly life but now i wanted to end it. I hate it. Poly life is not good for me. It's torturing instead of happy. =( -screams

When i looked at my project now, i've this urge to dump everything into the rubbish bin. Throw everything away. I really wish i could do that. Looking at them really makes me go mad.

Projects are pilling up

OMG. Today i met someone that's so weird. gosh. i'm like so scare can. i was in the cab to school in the afternoon and the uncle was like talking, talking and talking. Ok i'm fine with it. But then his conversation like weird weird de lors. He said that the other taxi drivers said that don't know what camera thingy that will catch you speeding and stuff then he keep pointing in the air asking me to see those boards, but i see none of them. OMG. i feel so eek man. Afternoon somemore. GOODNESS. it's daytime and i'm feeling weird. Gosh. what a day. I think today is quite a unlucky day for me though.

I reached school around 1.15, went to find my class at a tutorial room. As usual they're playing poker -_- at the same time doing our PCB project. Woo. When i reached most of them finished. hahas. But i'm still doing my DE circuit board la. hahas. But it's done. Thanks to Shawn. HEE =p. I went to find my lecturer at 2 but he is not in his office =(. so i proceeded to lecture. Mr Leong was giving us hints for next week lab test. I hope i pass though. =D. Hmmm after 20 mins he said, "Class i hope you guys do well and know what is happening this 15 weeks. Ok. That's all for today. Good Luck" i was like WTF? 20 mins of lecture? LOL. i came all the way from pasir ris to Yio Chu Kang. i took 45 mins of bus journey for this 2 hours lecture and yet after 20 mins you said it's done? gosh. hahas. But i guess it's the last lecture already so it's alright la =x hahas. After the lecture, i went back to the office to find my lecturer but he's still not there so i went to the toilet. When i came out i saw a bunch of people standing outside the office SO i went up and asked if they wanted to pass him the circuit as well. they said yes =) so we left a note by telling him that which is which. blah blah blah .. hahas. Gosh. They're nice people =D. Thank you!

After handing up, i went home lors. Then nothing much when i'm at home lors. I just feel kind of unwell now. LOL. when i see food or think of food, i feel like vomitting -_- . madness. alright. i'm going to bed people =) Goodnights.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Almost Gone

Was listening to fabian talking about his brother stuff. I'm thinking, why this days most of the secondary school kids are so childish? Everything can be settle if you talk nicely to each other i guess, there's no need to add violence in. Even if he scolds you , i guess if you hit him first you're in the wrong. Anyway, it's not my problem -_- i'm jus lending him my ears. HAHA

Alright, i've changed the blog skin. I find the little girl cute. hahas. Serene asked me to change the picture to myself. OMG. how? LOL. i don't know bout all this stuff. I'm an idiot in all these. I barely pass my Programming. LOL.

GOSH! Ayew almost kana accident today. I was in the bus going home from school and my handphone beeped. My god. Ayew message goes like that " i really very sway sia. Almost kana accident jus now in sch. My balls almost drop out." when i recieved that message i was so shocked la. But at least he's fine. i can't imagine what if he really did bang that car. =( He'll be landed into hospital again. And i'll miss him again =(. HAHA. We were talking bout why didn't he send me home today since he brought 2 helmets. He said he was rushing home to meet a friend so he didn't send me home. But he thought of. LOL. Shall forgive him cause at least he still thought of me. LOL. Where to find such a good friend? Everyday remind me must do projects. LOL. Anyway, just becareful when you ride your bike next time =D

The other day baby was charged for bringing camera phone to camp. And he was handcuff and was also locked up in a cell. When he called me i was shocked by his shaky voice. It really freaks me out upon hearing his shaky voice =(. When he told me that he was handcuff and was actually locked up i was rather pissed off. Isn't it the first time? Why must you guys do till this extend? First warning will be alright? I felt insulted la. Why handcuffed? Ben didn't even commit any crime. He just brought an unauthourised item. What's the big fuss about it? -Sighs. But i'm glad that he's officer helped him the other day therefore the sentence is lighter. But he still got to pay a fine of 300 bucks =(.

This few days my relationship with baby was fine. Rather sweet. =) no quarreling. We really talked nicely to each other. The other day we just sorted everything that we didn't like out and i felt great =) Thanks to you baby for taking so great care of me all along. And of course thanks to your PAMPERING. LOL.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

It had been a few days, ... Since i last update =p. Alright. Things are going quite well between us so there's nothing to actually talk about it. But there's something that actually bothers me these days. That is, SCHOOL! =(. Yesterday i realised there's nothing that can motivate me to come to school everyday =(. Isn't that sad? Ya. Very sad indeed. I didn't know why la. I just don't feel like coming to school everyday. It's like i'm not at all interested in it though. Nothing interests KIM!! All my friends couldn't motivate me though. I felt that i can't click with them as they are all guys? There's sure to have alot of things uncommon bout us isn't it? Yeah. Plus we live so far away so i guess we only see each other in school, no other place. =) SO~ I WANT TO GO BACK TO SECONDARY SCHOOL! i don't feel the warmth in Nayang Poly whereas i felt so warm when i'm back in secondary school. haiis. i miss all my friends in Greenview =( I MISS YOU GUYS! .

FAIRYGODMAMA! MAKE ME YOUNGER!

Friday, January 05, 2007

it's been a torturing week for me. Having an infection at the part that you least expected is a torture! I had to worry when will the pain come again and so on makes me wanna go crazy. Being unable to go to school since school reopen is no joke. Movement to me is a NONO.

Another torture is that i can't see my boy for days. Being sick at home without being able to see my beloved makes me so reckless. He's busy with his 'shi guan' thingy which i can't say any thing if not i'll b next on the list which is named 'naggy girlfriend'. And i seriously don't want that to happen. It made me so sad when i waited for his phonecall for the whole afternoon yeterday but in the end all i get was plain disappointment. He did not call. I messaged him to tell him that i'm not at all happy. I was so sad. He called and we talked, but ended up quarreling. His tone was so fierce and it made me felt that everything is wrong. This is the second time he's talking to me like this, yes i know he's controlled alot but his tone just made me feel that everything is soon going to be impossible for both of us. My feelings was rather messed up, i hang up. He called me late in the night. very late probably 4? yea. i'm awake still. He talked to me in a nice tone but i'm very rude towards him. I know all the words i said hurt him deeply. I know his heart is broken but i insist. i'm sorry. I just couldn't control myself over such thing. I don't know why am i always making you sad by saying those hurting words.

Today, he messaged me in the afternoon reminding me to eat medicine. I'm sad after i read it. Am i suppose to be happy? No, cause why? I told him yesterday that i'm allergic to the doctor's medicine. But he forget, i'm sad. But i still listen to him and ate my medicine. In the end i've another swollen eyes. -.- Why am i that stupid? I don't know why myself. He didn't called me for the whole afternoon till i messaged him. I'm disappointed again. Very sad indeed. I'm wondering, ' i know that you're busy, but can't you at least think of me for less than a minute? messaged me and asked if i'm ok can? it's less than a mintue to at least press my no. and asked?' Sad again. I'm feeling sick and sad now. =(


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Hosts: x o xo.	Wednesday, January 31, 2007 Precious Moments i've got to get up at 7 tomorrow morning but i'm still online downloading game. hahas. Phillip just gave me a url for this rpg game. hahas. shall go see what's about it. hee. seems fun =D. My eyes are like super itchy now. argh The whole of today is just a waste. In the morning i told myself i'm going to study BUT in the end i did not. HA HA. i was watching hana kimi ep11. OMG! it's damn nice. Ella and WuZhun are so cute! OMG! and of cause not forgetting DADONG! hahas. He's such a joker in the drama. ok. i shall go to school tomorrow and ask marilyn to watch it. HA HA. then at least we'll have something to talk about. =D Alright, last few days K talked to me about C. He said that they're closer already =D. It's nice to hear that your friend is close to someone he has feelings to =) . I'm happy for you! hee. I'm so happy cause why? cause tomorrow will be the submission of my last project. That means! no more project. BUT STILL GOT MATHS!!! =( i just dislike the teacher so much . cause she always say things that i don't like and things that will really demoralize me. Argh. Forgt it. pass this module with FLYING colours so i will not get to see her again! hahas. I drew this today. I am giving it to ben. I just have this feeling to give him one of my drawing. I don't know why. hahas. just felt like drawing today and since i'm thinking of giving him something. might as well draw it out. hee. =D. I felt that the drawing was. zzz. 1:04 AM · Sunday, January 28, 2007 Creativity and innovation Friday i went to Rochor Centre to get the circuit for CNI. zzz i went in to buy and after buying it rained! zzz. it's really bad luck la. hahas. whatever it is, went home to do the circuit and it's done BUT there's no sound -_- izzit suppose to be sound'less'. i don't know. gosh. I'm wondering why am i the one who is doing all these alone. where's my partner. zzz. kind of pissed though. she doesn't care. Today, she messged me in the afternoon. her message goes something like that: She: " hey, u bought the circuit already? tml gt to hand in." Me: " Did you do anything?" She: "No, M gave you the namecard rite? i don't know whr the shop." Me: " Oh. Ok, i finished the circuit already but no sound. trying to connect the vibrator in and i'm still finding pillow." She: " oh, i oso can't find the pillow." Me: " Oh, ok" Me: " by the way, the circuit cost 37 bucks." She: " ok, i'll pay u tml." ARGH~ can she pay for my effort? LOL. Alright at first when i saw that message i was like what the hell. The dateline for the project is tomorrow and you happily message me TODAY!. what if i didn't do anything as well? fail together and repeat this stupid module for one more year? gosh i'm not going to be that stupid. =( . Whatever i said now is useless though. I've done everything and i'm not the kind of person that will voice out my unhappiness to the person outfront. =( (my bf is exception) hahas. Forget it. I know it now and i won't do it another time. ENOUGH OF NANYANG POLY PROJECT STUFF. I"M SICK AND TIRED OF IT~~~~~~~~~ 10:23 PM · Saturday, January 20, 2007 Can't Stand It Anymore ARGH! fuck. I JUST BURNED MYSELF. IDIOT. All because of that stupid PCB project. I hate projects i hate cicuit. I don't know why i ended in this stupid course which i have no interest at all. And i felt really stupid and torturing la. I really felt like quitting so much. I don't see a point to continue! ask me why? cause circuits project are all not done by me even if it is i copied them from another so tell me what's the point? I don't even know what all the lecturers are talking about. Fuck it. Why can't i do things that i like instead? Gosh. Ok, i felt useless la. Burning myself while soldering. Damn! i cried cause of the burn and cause that i'm hopeless. (The burn really hurts alright. =( ) Now there's like this small ugly hole on my leg. =( -sighs. I felt so sad. =( Seeing friends around me enjoying their poly life really makes me envy them. I used to crave for poly life but now i wanted to end it. I hate it. Poly life is not good for me. It's torturing instead of happy. =( -screams When i looked at my project now, i've this urge to dump everything into the rubbish bin. Throw everything away. I really wish i could do that. Looking at them really makes me go mad. 5:57 PM · Projects are pilling up OMG. Today i met someone that's so weird. gosh. i'm like so scare can. i was in the cab to school in the afternoon and the uncle was like talking, talking and talking. Ok i'm fine with it. But then his conversation like weird weird de lors. He said that the other taxi drivers said that don't know what camera thingy that will catch you speeding and stuff then he keep pointing in the air asking me to see those boards, but i see none of them. OMG. i feel so eek man. Afternoon somemore. GOODNESS. it's daytime and i'm feeling weird. Gosh. what a day. I think today is quite a unlucky day for me though. I reached school around 1.15, went to find my class at a tutorial room. As usual they're playing poker -_- at the same time doing our PCB project. Woo. When i reached most of them finished. hahas. But i'm still doing my DE circuit board la. hahas. But it's done. Thanks to Shawn. HEE =p. I went to find my lecturer at 2 but he is not in his office =(. so i proceeded to lecture. Mr Leong was giving us hints for next week lab test. I hope i pass though. =D. Hmmm after 20 mins he said, "Class i hope you guys do well and know what is happening this 15 weeks. Ok. That's all for today. Good Luck" i was like WTF? 20 mins of lecture? LOL. i came all the way from pasir ris to Yio Chu Kang. i took 45 mins of bus journey for this 2 hours lecture and yet after 20 mins you said it's done? gosh. hahas. But i guess it's the last lecture already so it's alright la =x hahas. After the lecture, i went back to the office to find my lecturer but he's still not there so i went to the toilet. When i came out i saw a bunch of people standing outside the office SO i went up and asked if they wanted to pass him the circuit as well. they said yes =) so we left a note by telling him that which is which. blah blah blah .. hahas. Gosh. They're nice people =D. Thank you! After handing up, i went home lors. Then nothing much when i'm at home lors. I just feel kind of unwell now. LOL. when i see food or think of food, i feel like vomitting -_- . madness. alright. i'm going to bed people =) Goodnights. 12:40 AM · Thursday, January 18, 2007 Almost Gone Was listening to fabian talking about his brother stuff. I'm thinking, why this days most of the secondary school kids are so childish? Everything can be settle if you talk nicely to each other i guess, there's no need to add violence in. Even if he scolds you , i guess if you hit him first you're in the wrong. Anyway, it's not my problem -_- i'm jus lending him my ears. HAHA Alright, i've changed the blog skin. I find the little girl cute. hahas. Serene asked me to change the picture to myself. OMG. how? LOL. i don't know bout all this stuff. I'm an idiot in all these. I barely pass my Programming. LOL. GOSH! Ayew almost kana accident today. I was in the bus going home from school and my handphone beeped. My god. Ayew message goes like that " i really very sway sia. Almost kana accident jus now in sch. My balls almost drop out." when i recieved that message i was so shocked la. But at least he's fine. i can't imagine what if he really did bang that car. =( He'll be landed into hospital again. And i'll miss him again =(. HAHA. We were talking bout why didn't he send me home today since he brought 2 helmets. He said he was rushing home to meet a friend so he didn't send me home. But he thought of. LOL. Shall forgive him cause at least he still thought of me. LOL. Where to find such a good friend? Everyday remind me must do projects. LOL. Anyway, just becareful when you ride your bike next time =D The other day baby was charged for bringing camera phone to camp. And he was handcuff and was also locked up in a cell. When he called me i was shocked by his shaky voice. It really freaks me out upon hearing his shaky voice =(. When he told me that he was handcuff and was actually locked up i was rather pissed off. Isn't it the first time? Why must you guys do till this extend? First warning will be alright? I felt insulted la. Why handcuffed? Ben didn't even commit any crime. He just brought an unauthourised item. What's the big fuss about it? -Sighs. But i'm glad that he's officer helped him the other day therefore the sentence is lighter. But he still got to pay a fine of 300 bucks =(. This few days my relationship with baby was fine. Rather sweet. =) no quarreling. We really talked nicely to each other. The other day we just sorted everything that we didn't like out and i felt great =) Thanks to you baby for taking so great care of me all along. And of course thanks to your PAMPERING. LOL. 6:15 PM · Wednesday, January 10, 2007 It had been a few days, ... Since i last update =p. Alright. Things are going quite well between us so there's nothing to actually talk about it. But there's something that actually bothers me these days. That is, SCHOOL! =(. Yesterday i realised there's nothing that can motivate me to come to school everyday =(. Isn't that sad? Ya. Very sad indeed. I didn't know why la. I just don't feel like coming to school everyday. It's like i'm not at all interested in it though. Nothing interests KIM!! All my friends couldn't motivate me though. I felt that i can't click with them as they are all guys? There's sure to have alot of things uncommon bout us isn't it? Yeah. Plus we live so far away so i guess we only see each other in school, no other place. =) SO~ I WANT TO GO BACK TO SECONDARY SCHOOL! i don't feel the warmth in Nayang Poly whereas i felt so warm when i'm back in secondary school. haiis. i miss all my friends in Greenview =( I MISS YOU GUYS! . FAIRYGODMAMA! MAKE ME YOUNGER! 8:58 AM · Friday, January 05, 2007 it's been a torturing week for me. Having an infection at the part that you least expected is a torture! I had to worry when will the pain come again and so on makes me wanna go crazy. Being unable to go to school since school reopen is no joke. Movement to me is a NONO. Another torture is that i can't see my boy for days. Being sick at home without being able to see my beloved makes me so reckless. He's busy with his 'shi guan' thingy which i can't say any thing if not i'll b next on the list which is named 'naggy girlfriend'. And i seriously don't want that to happen. It made me so sad when i waited for his phonecall for the whole afternoon yeterday but in the end all i get was plain disappointment. He did not call. I messaged him to tell him that i'm not at all happy. I was so sad. He called and we talked, but ended up quarreling. His tone was so fierce and it made me felt that everything is wrong. This is the second time he's talking to me like this, yes i know he's controlled alot but his tone just made me feel that everything is soon going to be impossible for both of us. My feelings was rather messed up, i hang up. He called me late in the night. very late probably 4? yea. i'm awake still. He talked to me in a nice tone but i'm very rude towards him. I know all the words i said hurt him deeply. I know his heart is broken but i insist. i'm sorry. I just couldn't control myself over such thing. I don't know why am i always making you sad by saying those hurting words. Today, he messaged me in the afternoon reminding me to eat medicine. I'm sad after i read it. Am i suppose to be happy? No, cause why? I told him yesterday that i'm allergic to the doctor's medicine. But he forget, i'm sad. But i still listen to him and ate my medicine. In the end i've another swollen eyes. -.- Why am i that stupid? I don't know why myself. He didn't called me for the whole afternoon till i messaged him. I'm disappointed again. Very sad indeed. I'm wondering, ' i know that you're busy, but can't you at least think of me for less than a minute? messaged me and asked if i'm ok can? it's less than a mintue to at least press my no. and asked?' Sad again. I'm feeling sick and sad now. =( 11:27 PM ·