It's never the same anymore.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

I’ve done stuff that hurt people around me.
I’ve done stuff that made me look stupid.
I’ve done stuff that I regretted.

Whatever I’m thinking now is just that, did I really did the right thing the other time? Probably we need to talk about it real soon. Delaying it isn’t a right thing to do. Anyway, common test is over so I guess it’s time to clear any doubts I have in me.

I read those previous entries I posted and realized there’s many things that I felt it’s not right but I accepted it all. Maybe I should just be alone for a time being and see what I want. Things are just not that easy as it seems, I really feel like holding “you” till my fear subsides.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

one paper down! 2 more to go! (: GOOD LUCK PEEPS.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

COMMON TEST IS JUST NEXT WEEK!!! OMG

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Yesterday Sentosa trip was fun! although it rain. BUT STILL FUN. lol. i don't know it's me or what whenever i go outing wit A8 there's always no sun BUT RAIN -.-

OK SEE. they're supposed to take group photo BUT THEN two of them wanna sabo the poor man acting cool there. LOL. while the others know nothing so they're still posing for the camera. LOL

Some stupid game. LOL. I'm posing in the rain alright -.-

After sentosa we went to vivo to had dinner! we went serenity if i'm not wrong. LOL. the food there is expensive. OMG. but alright la. NOT BAD. hahas

Aftermath, we had donuts -.- DAMN FULL lA. ok the picture is not very nice cos all "OR LU LU"
LOL. they dun have much flavours left. lol

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Went Kbox with the girls today! (: UPLOADING PICTURES! hahas. finally la! Today was fun fun fun BUT e-hub kbox was SUPER COLD. was sneezing all the way -.-

I can't seems to find ade and kris cousin photo -.- when i found it i'll upload it. LOL. GOODNIGHT (:

Sunday, June 15, 2008

MY SILLY BABY'S BACK FROM RESERVICE! heee. FINALLY! after a week of nightmare I GET TO SEE HIM EVERYDAY! heee. =D

Friday, June 13, 2008

I'M GOING TO GET TO SEE HIM TOMORROW! I CAN'T WAIT (:
HE MADE ME MISS HIM SO MUCH. HURHUR
HE'S GONNA GET IT FROM ME TOMORROW! HEE

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Yesterday went to grandma house for family gathering as everyone is in singapore. (:. DaJie brought her babies back with her. OMG. they're so cute (: and DaJie still look so young alright. LOL. Try telling people she's a mother of 2 nobody would have guess so. HAHA.

Alright after we reached home i started playing with my new phone's camera! wahahhaas. and took quite a number of pictures. LOL. mummy is so cute LA she tried hiding from the camera cause she's wearing pyjamas! but in the end she tried covering her pyjamas by wrapping my scraf over herself. HAHA. but it looks rather funny so she wear my jacket over. LOL. looks hilarious. =x CAN'T STOP LAUGHING.

Alright, I MISS BOYFRIEND! hurhur. i can't wait for him to finish his reservice. =(
3 MORE DAYS! =\
BUT i might not be seeing him when he comes out. I might be going to malaysia for two days. OMG. HELL LONG

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

I feel that i'm so not me lately. I just feel that my soul is not with my body. My tears are like tap water these few days. Ha. I felt totally lousy. Daddy just scolded me for not being responsible enough to go to school today and i actually felt like crying so much. I've not grown up after all, did i?
I'm so afraid of everything ,
I'm so bored of everything,

I'M SO SICK OF MY LIFE.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Whenever you know what you want something will hit you right into your face. Nothing blissful happened lately.

TO YOU:

I don't know what is happening or what is going to happen. All i wanna know is just that why will she say that so suddenly? Yes some said sometimes people just don't like it the way life treats them so they rebel BUT " words and ACTIONS" ? what's the action supposed to mean? it's so unlike what you told me before. I told you everything but you don't seems like you've told me enough. I really don't know what i should feel or said to you. I felt terrible last night. I finally thought of what i want and what i will do to make it better But then when i reached home i'm really disheartened after i saw that. I thought that would be probable a message i sent to you but it proves me wrong. It's someone i didn't even expect.

Early in the morning you asked me " why you cry" Ha, i feel rather ironic. If you've knew that i'm crying why didn't you do anything instead of continue to sleep? When i need you where were you? Whatever you said to me this morning made me really sad.

You said you don't know what made me like that FINE if you really doesn't know then i prefer you to go away. Just leave me alone. I'm speechless.

If it really turn out to be what i think, i regret taking that step one month ago.


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Hosts: x o xo.	Sunday, June 29, 2008 I’ve done stuff that hurt people around me. I’ve done stuff that made me look stupid. I’ve done stuff that I regretted. Whatever I’m thinking now is just that, did I really did the right thing the other time? Probably we need to talk about it real soon. Delaying it isn’t a right thing to do. Anyway, common test is over so I guess it’s time to clear any doubts I have in me. I read those previous entries I posted and realized there’s many things that I felt it’s not right but I accepted it all. Maybe I should just be alone for a time being and see what I want. Things are just not that easy as it seems, I really feel like holding “you” till my fear subsides. 12:08 AM · Thursday, June 26, 2008 one paper down! 2 more to go! (: GOOD LUCK PEEPS. 8:35 AM · Saturday, June 21, 2008 COMMON TEST IS JUST NEXT WEEK!!! OMG 11:08 PM · Thursday, June 19, 2008 Yesterday Sentosa trip was fun! although it rain. BUT STILL FUN. lol. i don't know it's me or what whenever i go outing wit A8 there's always no sun BUT RAIN -.- OK SEE. they're supposed to take group photo BUT THEN two of them wanna sabo the poor man acting cool there. LOL. while the others know nothing so they're still posing for the camera. LOL Some stupid game. LOL. I'm posing in the rain alright -.- After sentosa we went to vivo to had dinner! we went serenity if i'm not wrong. LOL. the food there is expensive. OMG. but alright la. NOT BAD. hahas Aftermath, we had donuts -.- DAMN FULL lA. ok the picture is not very nice cos all "OR LU LU" LOL. they dun have much flavours left. lol 10:58 AM · Wednesday, June 18, 2008 Went Kbox with the girls today! (: UPLOADING PICTURES! hahas. finally la! Today was fun fun fun BUT e-hub kbox was SUPER COLD. was sneezing all the way -.- I can't seems to find ade and kris cousin photo -.- when i found it i'll upload it. LOL. GOODNIGHT (: 1:06 AM · Sunday, June 15, 2008 MY SILLY BABY'S BACK FROM RESERVICE! heee. FINALLY! after a week of nightmare I GET TO SEE HIM EVERYDAY! heee. =D 3:37 PM · Friday, June 13, 2008 I'M GOING TO GET TO SEE HIM TOMORROW! I CAN'T WAIT (: HE MADE ME MISS HIM SO MUCH. HURHUR HE'S GONNA GET IT FROM ME TOMORROW! HEE 2:33 AM · Wednesday, June 11, 2008 Yesterday went to grandma house for family gathering as everyone is in singapore. (:. DaJie brought her babies back with her. OMG. they're so cute (: and DaJie still look so young alright. LOL. Try telling people she's a mother of 2 nobody would have guess so. HAHA. Alright after we reached home i started playing with my new phone's camera! wahahhaas. and took quite a number of pictures. LOL. mummy is so cute LA she tried hiding from the camera cause she's wearing pyjamas! but in the end she tried covering her pyjamas by wrapping my scraf over herself. HAHA. but it looks rather funny so she wear my jacket over. LOL. looks hilarious. =x CAN'T STOP LAUGHING. Alright, I MISS BOYFRIEND! hurhur. i can't wait for him to finish his reservice. =( 3 MORE DAYS! =\ BUT i might not be seeing him when he comes out. I might be going to malaysia for two days. OMG. HELL LONG 8:33 PM · Wednesday, June 04, 2008 I feel that i'm so not me lately. I just feel that my soul is not with my body. My tears are like tap water these few days. Ha. I felt totally lousy. Daddy just scolded me for not being responsible enough to go to school today and i actually felt like crying so much. I've not grown up after all, did i? I'm so afraid of everything , I'm so bored of everything, I'M SO SICK OF MY LIFE. 12:35 PM · Tuesday, June 03, 2008 Whenever you know what you want something will hit you right into your face. Nothing blissful happened lately. TO YOU: I don't know what is happening or what is going to happen. All i wanna know is just that why will she say that so suddenly? Yes some said sometimes people just don't like it the way life treats them so they rebel BUT " words and ACTIONS" ? what's the action supposed to mean? it's so unlike what you told me before. I told you everything but you don't seems like you've told me enough. I really don't know what i should feel or said to you. I felt terrible last night. I finally thought of what i want and what i will do to make it better But then when i reached home i'm really disheartened after i saw that. I thought that would be probable a message i sent to you but it proves me wrong. It's someone i didn't even expect. Early in the morning you asked me " why you cry" Ha, i feel rather ironic. If you've knew that i'm crying why didn't you do anything instead of continue to sleep? When i need you where were you? Whatever you said to me this morning made me really sad. You said you don't know what made me like that FINE if you really doesn't know then i prefer you to go away. Just leave me alone. I'm speechless. If it really turn out to be what i think, i regret taking that step one month ago. 6:30 PM ·