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Kimberly.

Im Happy Being Me.

A Lifetime for..

Bungee Jump
World's biggest ferrywheel
World Most expensive hotel
Gold Coast with darling
Tioman
Bali
Maldives
Degree
Masters
Marry
Babies
London
Egypt



Saturday, October 30, 2004
h0lidae!

hmmm...didn update for sometime le.. yeah.. it's holidae! kekex..i'm promoted to sec4 express! kekex...

eh.. quite surprise tt tortise actualli came in to c my blog..hahaz.. thanx arhx..lolx..tis few daes in to cycling..erm..sundae? ade..eileen..xq and me jus cycled to changi..-.- omg..de way there is realli damn tiring..hahaz.. de steep slope..-.- eileen and ade stamina realli gud sia.. me xq were lyk.. we hao shibai arhx..hahaz.. but then nt bad lahz.. excerise mahz..kekex.. den de way back is real easy..hahaz..on tt dae..ade lost her wallet? -.- luckily ic nt inside..and nt much money...so sway wor? *dunno wad to sae*

went out wit kM oN.....kekex...went to city link..-.- fine..den went there to buy chocolate..km treat wo eat..kekex.. de chocolate realli nice lorx.. bth.. it melt my heart! =X kekex..de forever nice wor..if it's reality de forever jui hao le..=) hmmm.. den thrusdae wo mei you go sch..pon pon pon.=X den mt come me hse do greeting cards for her work thingy de..den ade and kris came oso.. den do til afternoon..-.- do liao go eat.. eat liao then mt gotta go back to office.. so me..ade and kris went to xq sch watched bball match..-.- bth.. then three of us wear skirt lorx..then it's lyk ..i wear sleveeless?then we walked in omg..everybody lookin at us? lyk alien..hahaz..den pei xq watched erm...hahaz..jk?ya ya..hahaz..den watched liao go off liao..hahaz..den go play pool..-.-yesh yesh..again..den played 4 2 hrs wor?played liao den gary dey all playing billard den he ask jiawei and wh for rewatch?wo bu zhi dao lahz..hahaz..den watched them played for one game liao den go off liao..wh gotta go for tuition..hahaz..den walked off liao lorx..den wo hui jia le..hahaz...

den fri go sch.. actualli wanna take report bk liao jui run away de.. den run back for band.. but den seong dun wan gif report bk til end of de dae.. diong.. win le?lol..den gt de rocket sci thingy.. five of us sit in canteen..tok..lol.. den eat le we walked up to classrm..hahaz.. go back classrm orhx orhx.. hahaz.. den til 12 jui haf ta go down for dunno wat lahz.. hahaz.. den take tt sin..omg.. next yr sch shoe mux b 100% white..kaoz..topid sia..fine... bu yao jing..

hahaz.. ltr going to boat quey..celebrate bi zhu b-dae...lol..happy b-dae bi zhu!!! kekex..hao le update til here hao le..~

Sunday, October 24, 2004
giving is difficult

giving up is nt easy..=) hmhmhm.. result gt back le.. diongz dionz diongz.. can promote.. some sort happy.. and can sae nth happy..lolx.. promote so? oso so lan.. argh! -.- haiz! lalalala.. i'm crazy alrite.. i tot it wld b easier giving up.. hu noes? i dunno y.he sae i control him too much.. i didn noe care bcome control.. haiz..-.-...nvm.. let time heals everyting den.. other then tis i dunno wad i can do..=)


Wednesday, October 20, 2004
chalet~! 17..18..19

i'M bAck!jus came back frm chalet.. so sae.. i'm tired!*yawn*.. but i can't slp.. slp le ltr at nitex cannt slp then tml no need go sch le..-.- lolx.. ltr mayb going out wit ade..eileen.. her fren..and sw..tel u bout chalet thingy..lolx...hhmhm...sundae went to chalet liao.. then went there nth do wor. then play majong again lorx.. play til midnight..then we played and scream.. hai teck cannt slp..lolx..den ade bu xiao xin delete his pic.. tt picx is taken on de dae tt i've been real happy wit him.and it's de last wan..den wo ku le bah.. haiyoz..*hai shi fang bu xia*..lolx.. hao le.. den after awhile le then orh orh..-.- tt dae is sianz..lol.. mondae nt bad lahz..hahaz..mon morn.. we went home.. then came back meet sw they all rnd 12 plus.. then we eat eat liao went to wild wild wet.. tel u arhx.. all of us shang hen lei lei hao bu hao.. hahaz..de floor there is so rough.. then walk liao oso pain wor..-.-got ten ppl but then we spilt into half..me..sw..ade..may..eileen together... then gf..kenneth..richard..sheralyn and gf bro together.. then we play lorx.. hahahaha...de shoik river de current is so strong..-.- lolx.. but then funn arhx..lolx..hugging each other..pushing each other.. hahaz.. most of us got cut in de shoik river..lolx.. so painful..then we go play de wad arhx? de float tingys..lolx.. den eileen siao wan wor.. wan go pull de person down wit us..lolx.. so funn funn! hAhAx..hmmm.. then play liao we go play de wave thingy.. hahaz.. eh.. i admit i too short liao..lolx.. i almost drown..-.-nobody save me.. ='(..lOlx.. hmhmhm.. de wave too strong liao.. den i cannt touch de ground.. 1.8 lehx..lolx.. den i drank alot of water can? finalli got one float behind then i grab..-.- arbo..todae my dong dong chiang liao.. hahaz..=X.. so dangerous wor..-.- so scary.. nw i'm afraid of waves..hahaz.. den de lifeguard dunno stand there do wad de..-.- c me struggle til lyk tt stil dunno how to come save me de.. *MEI YOU YONG!* lOlx.. dEn dE 2nD time wanna play tt wan.. i stand at de 1.2m section..lolx.. dun dare go deep... lalalalla`...after tt then we go play slide.. play all de slide liao then we go pom pom liao.. keke. then go back to de chalet..went back watch tebee..bbq..cut cake..then jerlynn they all drink alcohol lorx..-.- *dun lyk* drink til drank can? bth.... den suppose to watch movie de.. but didn manage to rush there in time.. so decided nt to go..lolx.. instead we stay in de room play majong again..-.- wth? hahaz.. den while playing i msging weiren.. then i cannt concentrate. hahaz.. den so confusing..lolx.. then after tt play awhile liao i so tired! then i go orhx orhx le.. diongz.. slp beside JEROME! -.- OMG.. he kept kicking me hao mahz? diongz.. lolx..he kick me kick til v shuang wor..lolx. hmmm... then rnd 3+ kana woken up..went into de toilet wao. bang de door.. hahaz.. so pek cek.. my knee pain til wake up de.. my knee kana cut.. den suddenli v hot v pain.. den cannt slp..lolx.. den come out of toilet liao.. walk to ade they al there..-.- then lie down again.. but then tis time de bed nicer.. hahaz.. is bed! nOt mAttrEss..hahax..den wanna orh orh de.. but then jus nice ade they al jus finish majong.. wanna cycle to central buy thing eat.. then go lorx.. ade zai eileen.. then i zai sw..lolx.. nt bad nt bad.. hao wan.. then went there eat le go back..-.- all slp le.. lolx.. den we slp oso.. slp 3 hrs lyk tt bahz.. til 9 plus..loLx.. thEn wAke up awhile liao.. jerome wake up oso liao..-.- den he walk up to our bed..lolx..he siao siao de.. dunno wake up liao nt.. come our bed slp..lolx.. lie awhile wake up.. take thingy eat..lolx.. den de leg hohx.. -.- i turn den directly infront of me..-.- *smelly*yayaya.. den after tt.. pack up and leave! hahaz...and here i m nw! msging weiren and updating tis thingy..


Sunday, October 17, 2004
lUckY?

hmmmm...yst went eileen hse play majong..-.- diongz..i lose again lorx..alot wor..-.- .. then tt topid naipa.. gotta take care of me rite? then gotta gif me money rite? -.- topid he..lolx.. he stil ask dem to rob me more.. lolx.. hmmm...then ask him go eileen hse oso he dun wan.. tel eileen he gotta studee for O's.. actualli is he shy..lolx.*he tel me de* shhh..lOlx..=x eh..after we play majong le we went play pool? -.- shuying wan play mahz.. then go find her .. guess wad? lolx..vel and peifen oso there. then play together lorx.. lolx.. quite funn funn wor..kekex.. then wh and yh come le.. vel they all wanna go liao..then left me..shuying..wh..yh..-.- then gotta wait for yh and wh send me home.. so gotta wait rite? lolx.. coz i dun dare go home alone..-.- then they ride bike here lorx? Diongz.>! then we played awhile ltr.. arthur..hc..jw they al come.. then play together lorx.. they wanna play billard de..lolx.. then gotta wait arhx.. then we play pool fes lorx..then yst i so lucky wor.play wit hu oso win them.. diongz.. arbox is wanna lose liao.. they hitting black ball liao.. but then white one go in together.. hahaz.. so funni.. then yst play wit hc.. then he lose me he so sad sad de wor.. i c liao i lyk so bad lyk tt..-.- hui mahz? diongz diongz diongz.. bu zhi dao! eh.. next time then write.. gotta go prepare liao. ltr meeting pri sch fren.. haha.. so happy..;) bye

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

diognz diongz diongz.. guess wad manx.. i'm doing art nw lorx.. haiz..art realli sux! lolx.. sO tiRed lIao.. dIOngz.. ART ARHX! cannt tink of any idea liao then come write tis wan.. hahaz.. it's already 1.33am? actualli nt bad lahz.. nt tt late.. but then got feeling lyk very late liao.. diongz.. dunno mt slp liao nt.. jus nw is she ask me dun gif up de wor.. then nw she sae she dun feel lyk drawing? cannt cannt.. it's de last bit liao bahz.. finish it! =) JIA YOU! kEkEx.. wE nUlI tOgEthEr..hMhMhM..Art i dOIng oN tOrture wOr..Diongz.. dEN dRaW aL dE pIcX al so scary de.. *pApa* lOlx.. dEn so dark wor.. coz cannt on de living light.. ppl gotta slp..lolx..then i on table lamp..-.- bu yao jing.. burn midnight oil is lyk tt de.. hahaz.. IDEAS! cannt tink of any.. diongz.. wo yao si le lahz.. cannt tink of idea jui si.. stil gotta do colour sheme and final design..-.-!

Monday, October 11, 2004
lOlx.. eEl and cAveS!

hmhmhm...yst is jeslynn b-dae! happy b-dae wor.. sorry can't go to ur bbq...=) hmhmhm.. yst nitex.. i went to his papa de chalet..guo fen not? hmhmhm.. didn go jeslynn de bbq go his papa chalet.. coz he ask me go fes de wor.. diongz.. sorry wor.. den actualli dun wanna go de.. then he sae gif his papa face.. hmhmhm.. den i go le.. coz his parents dui wo all so gd.. =) went there rnd 5+.. he cycle wo dere.. haiz.. *xiang dao last time*... den reach liao is lyk.. inside all i dunno de.. then i'm lyk an alien lyk tt.. everyone looked at me.. lolx.. so shy noe... den wan go into de rm coz hot wor.. but then no key..lolx.. den went to de beach walk walk.. awhile onli wor. then went back to de chalet.. then his jie inside de rm lorx.. we dunno..lolx..den he cal his papa den he noe lorx.. diongz.. *how topid can we b* lolx.. den went into de room.. his jiejie arranging de fotox of her wedding de.. then arrange liao i c! nice wor.. kEkEx.. c liao wad i do nehx? walk here and dere.. then went to de beach again wit his jiejie..victor..him.. den they paying water..lolx.. he wearing shoe then he ask me cal my maid and ask her to pass him a sandal lorx.. then he ride to my blk n gt it frm her wor.. by de time he come back.. they dun wanna play liao.. hahaz.. *sway le*... hhmhm... den his papa n mama come back liao.. guess wad? i wish his papa and mama happy b-dae.. then his papa arhx.. aiyox.. bth.. tell dunno hu i is gf.. den make me so malu..lOlx.. i was lyk.. wan smile dun wan smile lyk tt..lolx.. *put urself in my shoe!*den after dinner 4 of us go arcade..lolx.. wanna play but then de topid machine spoil..lolx.. den cannt change money.. hmhmmh.. den we walked pass de pool..lolx..he wanna push me down de water! lolx.. but then meiyou..my hand got red red mark hao bu hao.. den wanna push him down de.. instead he pull me.. hahaz..almost wanna go down liao.. but then he step on smth slippery den he almost fell down himself.. hahaz.. so funni.. den he stop..den we went back to de chalet again..den i went into de room.lolx.. i'm inside alone lor.. den i lie on de bed.. so tired noe.. den i bluetooth song frm his fone to my fone.. hahaz.. then listen listen til slp.. then suddenli smth knock my head..so pain noe.. diongz.. he lorx.. he come in knock my head..*chou SING WO!* he wanna act ghost oso mux act til real mahz.. act til so fake de..lolx.. yi xia zi jui ge wo kan chu lai le..lolx.. lalalala... den we start to play PILLOW WAR! lolx.. fUn wor.. i grabbed both pillow dun wanna gif him.. den he pull my leg..lolx.. coz i use leg defend myself.. hahaz.. den he almost pull me off de bed! lolx.. den his mama come in.. den his mama ask he got buwee me.. hahaz.. i sae got! he wanna beat me.. hahaz.. den he ask me got buwee him.. i sae nonono.. is he wanna buwee me.. hahaz.. den his mama go out liao he follow.. -.- den i tot nth liao.. i wanna go back slp de.. den he came in wit ONE PILLOW! lolx.. but den in de end 3 PILLOWS is wit me.. hahaz.. den he no pillow..lolx.. he keep pulling my legs can? almost knock my head against de bedside table..lolx.. *violent*...den he sae tt wan is his mummy de pillow.. lolx.. wanna return.. den i gif him.. den he keep hitting me.. topid! stil hit til very da li wor.. pain! *OUCH*.. den his jiejie they all come in liao den he stop.. he run out..lolx... den i tok to his jiejie awhile then i oso run out go watch tv..lolx.. den after tt watch awhile go home le lorx.. hahaz.. went home den i bathe le.. bathe le.. read chem awhile.. den read my bk..lolx..guess wad? yst i read til smth very funny.. hahaz..

man has an eel on them.. gers dun.. gers have caves but men dun...men are finding comfortable caves to live in.. hahaz.. then when they found a suitable cave..they wil spit in it to indicate tt it's theirs.. hahaz.. <---clever description? lolx.. next time wanna xplain to kids.. tt's de way.. hahaz.. i read til i roll on floor luff! hahaz.. den kana scold by my sis.. hahaz... yeah tt's it.. gotta kan my art le.. next time den update..;)

Saturday, October 09, 2004
gOd?

hAiz hAiz haiz! hE reach home liao she online liao.. Wad dE hAck? hAIyoz.. i caNNt cRy! mE And hIm ovEr lE.. cAnNt canNt cAnNt! sTil tiNkiNg hOw? dIongz.. hAO le.. bU kU lE..*smIle*
todaE pOa And Ss pApEr.. nT bAd bAhx.. cAn dO.. hAhax.. jus nw daddy help me check de genting trip thingy den ask bout him.. ask he didn go mahz? dotx.. he stil dunno we mei you le.. haiz! then he making me sad manx! i sae i going wit my frenx mahz.. then he wun wan go de.. i sae he wanna go cruise? haiz! he ask me go his papa chalet.. wo bu xiang go.. but then you xiang go.. haiz.. xiang go coz ke yi kan dao tai.. bu xiang go yin wei go liao wil sad sad.. bu YAO! ... dunno wor.. he's becoming more lyk my fren nw.. mayb it's smth gd bahz..=) -yi ren hai shi peng you-
got stress up by examx... and him.. kept tinkin of him... and tt bloody picx jus dun wanna gt off my mind.. bloody hell.. it's nt a nice picx aniway.. y mux it b inside my mind til nw? kaoz.. *disgusting*... realli got stress up.. studee so much no use bahz? or to some onli? all inside my head liao.. then de paper come.. all blank.. kaoz.. retain liao mahz? haiz.. even if can pass.. CA oso pull de marks down.. haiz.. i no hope liao lorx..i realli de studee very hard lorx.. then jus nw daddy sae me.. kaoz.. i did studee alrite.. jus nobody noe?he sae til lyk i didn studee lyk tt.. i put in effort he noe mahz? he dunno lorx.. he onli noe how to sae.. haiz!bu xiang xiang le.. how i wish god wil make me deaf so i wil nt listen to those thingys tt i dislike.. make me blind.. so i'll b happier by nt seeing thingys i dislike.. haiz!

Friday, October 08, 2004
w3i sh3 m3h?

w3i sh3 m3h hai zai xiang ni?wo 5hi zh3 bu xiang ni.. 5hi zh3 bu kan ni...k3 5hi w0 zh0u bu da0...w3i 5h3 m3h n3hx? haiz.. w0 nw hai li yi zhi zai xiang ni! yi Zhi xiang qi w0 m3n zai yi qi de shi hou...w3i l3 all ti5 ku l3... stud3e hard coz i mad3 a promis3 2 mys3lf n u bahz.. sa3 wo yao hao hao tu.. k3 5hi i stud3e 5o hard o5o m3i you yong! coz d3 pap3r i cant do! haiz.. i dunnO y... it's ju5 lyk i'm dumB.. caN't stude3 de... stud3e so hard oso can lyk tt.. d3n stud3e for wad? haiz...

Thursday, October 07, 2004
sOcCer iNsteaD oF gF?!

hMhMhM.. tOdae wAs mAths pP 1 + Eng Pp1.. oMg..lOlx.. i dId sTudEe fOr mathS aLrtiE.. ySt i sTudEe tIl cRy..-.- wIn liAo? lOlx.. toDae mAths pAper wAs So....lOlx.. hAi hAOz baHx.. iS sImIlAr tO dE hAi sIng pApEr.. dIOngz.. dEn Eng iS aLritE.. but dEn aLot oF caRelEsS...*cArEleSs qUeeN* ... hMhMhM...aFter dE pApErx...weNt tO lP wIt krIs aNd mEiTing.. wEnt dErE fOR phYsic..lOlx.. wAd hAppeNeD dErE nEhx? hM.. nth? lolx.. i rEachEd dErE liAo dEn WeIrEn mSg mE..LoLx.. hE aRhx.. bTh.. tOdaE poN sCh aGAin! 3 tImeS liAo wOr.. *naughTi bOi*..sLp SlP sLP aNd sLP! lOlx.. bUt cLeVer bOIbOI u R..=Xhahax.. dEn asK u gIf mE dE sHIrt u dUN wAn? hMpfT! saE i wear liAo dUN tEl pPl i noE u? >.<...wTh...i Dun cAre hao bU hAO? lOlx.. hMhMhM... dEn chAlEt oSo dUn wANNa bRing mE go!? lOlx.. hAo lahz.. dUN saE chAleT lE.. sO AngRy siA. . hAhaz.. hMhMhM.. dEn nW hE saE hE'Ll pUt sOcCer b4 hIs gEr... diOngz.. wIN lIAo.. hahAx.. gErs wArnIng wOr.. hahax.. hE's a bAd gUY! =X lOlx.. cAnnT caNNt caNNt.. cANnT saE hE bAD gUY.. cOz hE mY nAiPA...i gOt hiS gEnEs..lOlx..
eNd oF oCt oR eArli nov going gEntIng wIt AdE dEy Al..Lolx.. fUn WOr? mY pApA lEt mE gO wor.. So gD Wor? hahAx.. hMhMhM.. pPl having Os on 1- 22 nOv.. hahax.. i plAying lIao..nAIpA nI saE dUi maHz? haHAx..=x..*sUAn sUaN sUAn SuAn*...hOlidAe dUNnO hoW tO sPenD Wor.. lOlx.. So lOng.. dIongz.. cAnNt wOrk lEhx.. cOz gOt bAnd..-.- mUx c bAnd goT how mAny pRactisEs fEs Wor.. dEn cAn fINd WOrk...lAlAlala~ hOpe bu Hui sO many bAhx.. i wAnnA worK! And plAy aT dE samE timE!
tMl hAvIng pHysic And cHi pApEr 2 Wor.. Sianx SiAnx SiAnx.. tIme iS pAssIng sO dAmn fAst.. i'M gONnA b 16 sOoN.. haHax.. tT's eRm.. hoW mAny mThs tiMe? hahAx.. duNnO.. nExt yR i cAn guAn mIng zHen da gO wAtch Nc16 sHOw liAo.. hAhAx.. hMhMhm,. but dEn nExt yr Os oSo vEry fASt cOme liAo wOr.. hAhAx..
12 dAES liAo.. faSt Wor? =) 2 moRE daEs And N iS dOne! jiA yOu... Al dE beSt yA...

Saturday, October 02, 2004
nEW HP! 6230*

todae go buy hp with ade they all...hahaz.. bought 6230..hahaz.. finalli manx.. i got tt fone..=) but then after i got tt fone i saw alot of ppl using E700a in front of me. so sad manx.. my hart drop! sobx sobx sobx..hahaz.. nvm.. i stil got my new fone!hahaz... then after buy de fone liao.. go leisure.. hahaz.. then wanna go eat de.. but then dunno wanna eat wad.. then went to take picx instead.. haiyoz.. diongz.. inside de machine thingy we very luan.. hahaz.. all nt ready.. but then it turn out nt bad.. kekex... den take picx liao jerlynn gotta go liao.. then she go take cab mahz.. then we pei her.. hahaz.. then she fogt to gif me back my key!n i forgt to return her her pendant..lolx..then mon we'll have yi shou jiao key yi shou jiao pendant.. hahaz.. tt's wad she sae.. her chi improve alot alot wor.. lolx..*unbelievable* .. i mux jia you le.. hahaz..
after sending her off.. awhile ltr she finalli noe wad we wanna eat.. hahaz.. KFC! hahaz.. den i chicken!-.- fine! hmhmhm... den after tt we wanna go back to tm..lol.. we took de rong train...! instead of takin to tamp..we took de train 2wards jurong east..hahaz.. how blur can we b? hahaz.. nvm.. it's cute in a sense..=X kekex.. hmhmhm... yst tt topid naipa evening orh orh again..-.- pig rite? haiyoz.. actualli wanna call him ask him wake up shh shh de.. hahaz.. but then he dun wan pick up! how can? i so nice wanna ask u wake up u dun wanna listen...diongz..! bu yao jing! lolx... hmhmhm.. ok.. go back to yst date wit ade..jerlynn..kris.. hahaz.. eh..we went back to tm.. then buy ade mama present.. den guess wad? hahaz.. saw nice nice de skirt wor.. wanna buy! kekex.. then saw prom nite de dress.. den we tink far far.. hahaz.. den i start to daydream le.. kekex.. wad i dream wor? *wearing a dress which is lyk cinderella dress lyk tt.. so nice hohx? then dancing wit my prince.. omg! so romantic.. hahaz.. * tinking too far.. lalalalaz.. hahaz.. then after we bought de present liao we went to pavillion play pool.. diongz..win liao.. play 3 rnd.. then wad happened? i played till very lan wor.. diongz.. so sad manx.. y wor?! haiz haiz haiz!!!... then play til rnd 10+ i went off fes le.. coz too late le.. gotta go home noe...kekex.. then went home msg tt topid NAIPA! coz he forgt msg me! then he sae if i go home i kana scolded then can call him scold him.. hahaz.. topid la he..=X lolx.. always sae himself cute de.. bth!
hM.. it has been 9 daes since i realli tok to him...reali hope he's doing fine..

hart br0ken

papa jus asked about u.. wad shld i sae? i told him u're fine.. jus tt Ns coming stress little bit... y papa suddenli ask bout u wo bu zhi dao.. but tt qn realli hit me hard in de heart.. crying nw bahz.. oso dunno.. felt so sad.. haiz.. naipa ask me dun sad..tel papa they al we break le.. but wo bu yao.. tel them liao they wil keep asking.. wo bu xi huan.. let me tink bahz.. let me go hu si luan xiang fes.. when i cool down liao then come tok bahz.. haiz..i realli dunno wad to do liao.. it's been 7 daes since we realli tok.. i do miss him.. but there's no more hope le bahz.. he's nt ready when i sms him..=) doesn't matter.. nw de onli thing i can sae is yao xin fu bahz.. if u r reading tis nw.. i realli wish u luck in everything.. anything can always find me.. and i hope u wun forgt de date i have wit u erm.. 6 yrs frm nw..=) take care wor... wil pray for ya..=)

Friday, October 01, 2004
haiz...

my dear...can i stil cal u tis? many qns is in my mind rite nw.. i noe how i feel.. i some sort noe wad i wan... but u dunno how u feel.. u sae it's not rite.. wad's nt rite and y nt rite? u dunno.. hw wld i noe? i've lost hope.. haiz.. y i saw tt foto in dere? y can't u jus delete it of.. y let me c it.. u noe i tink alot...i rather u keep everything frm me instead of letting me noe let me find out.. sometimes i realli hope tt i can keep both eyes close and treat it as nth happen.. but my mind doesn't allow me to do tt.. i was told tt i was topid.. some ppl ask wad if he flirt behind.. u dun wanna noe? i tel them i rather nt noe .. rite? being happy is better then sad? agree? =) but i sae it? and i noe.. shld i?haiz.. jus dun understand u.. u sae i restricted ur freedom.. make u til lyk no fren? did i? sometimes i may b over react..but i do have a reason for my actions.. fes it's katherine.. y? u shld noe y.. 2nd.. wanlin? close? remember? thrid sheralyn? y? saw it in ur com.. it may b jus a pic.. but... u noe me.. i tink alot.. i blame on everybodi.. i'm unreasonable.. blah blah blah.. but do u tink i wil feel tis way? coz i love u so.. u understand? u sae u love 2 times more then i love u.. u sure mahz? haiz haiz haiz.. meiting sae i fan jian.. ya... i m.. wad i did may b guo fen.. but did u tink of wad u did to me? do u tink it's fair for me? nw u're nt ready.. wo bu zhi dao.. fes it's tis thingy.. nw.. u're nt ready..i realli dunno wad to do.. i'm real tired le.. love a person can b so tiring.. fes time i've been feeling tis way 2wards a guy...u dunno how i feel.. u dun understand me.. i jus hope u xing fu bahz..=)