It's never the same anymore.

Monday, February 28, 2005

flint~

yst i went to ITC hahaz.. open hse lorx.. den met teck there.. hahaz.. den watched de ite idol..hahaz.. omg.. de ger hu sang everytime.. changed de weather lorx.. hahaz.. realli de lorx.. hahaz. den we luff til pengz.. hahaz! den got one guy wanna noe mehmeh.. so funni noe.. ERIC! HMPFT! den we all go to de cafe there tok tok lorx.. den he keep hinting us tt we v bright lorx.. den me and teck was lyk.. okok.. den go buy drinks.. lolx.. den they c my msg! yucheng msg me den he go c.. den he call him lorx.. zzz.. but then clever him didn pick up..hahaz.. den we tok tok den went walk walk.. hahz.. den went back tok tok.. lolx.. but then after tt mehmeh accidentalli sae out smth lorx.. den tt ERIC topid de lorx.. go dee siao siao... den realli sooo guo fen! hmpft! use my fone msg him lorx.. sae i lurve u can b my stead wadever lorx.. den i was lyk..giving him a kinda angree face..lolx! den yucheng reply sae u're nt kim.. wahahaha.. i was lyk so happy lorx..=x hahaz.. den eric call him! sae ur kim wit me.. lalaalla~ den i msg yucheng tel him ERIC rubbish lahz.. dun listen to him.. den he was lyk.. okok.. go enjoy urself bahz..-_-..lolx.. den after ITC me n mehmeh went meet ade. then went to watch erm.. WHITE NOISE! hahaz.. den was msging yucheng all de way mahz.. den in de cinema was toking bout erm.. yesh yesh.. i can't tell u.. it's our secret..hahaz.. den he ask me go watch movie dun disturb ppl wit my hp light..lol.. den go watch lorx.. den i was so jelex.. coz sit beside me de couple was hugging..lolx.. den i msg yucheng again..=x den he dee siao me lorx.. i was so shy lorx..=x hahaz.. den de guy beside me so funni de lorx..he cover his eyes.. den his gf was lyk hugging him lorx.. hahaz.. fes guy tt i c was so scare..hahaz.. i didn close he close..-_-..i was kinda luffing lorx..hahaz.. white noise de show nt bad lahz.. but then make my eyes so pain lorx.. hahaz.. i wanna watch hide and seek! hahaz.. yst full hse le..hahaz..hmmm.. den after de show we go small mac sit tok tok til 12+ hahaz.. den take cab home..!

todae went to watch concert! hahaz.. wit mehmeh jm ade kris annice.. hahaz.. band de.. at esplanade..den after tt went suntec walk walk den went to bugis.. hahaz.. took alot of picx.. wohoo1 den go home..lalalalz~
hmmm.. mayb it's juz a flint.. but i haven prove it is yet.. haha.. i'm stil in de pool.. mayb drowning soon? nehx.. dunno.. hahaz.. wait and c bahz.. nitex~

Friday, February 25, 2005

lalalallala.. feeling kinda weird~ wad's de meaning of lurve? lyk? crush? flint? haiiz.. i dunno wad's wad...hmmm.. heard quite a no. of stuff tt i dun wish to.. but have to accept..=) hmmm.. it's too fast lahz..my mind play forward too fast as well.. nobodi noes wad's gonna happened.. kym.. dun u tink our life is juz so similiar? lolx.. yst u told me de al those hmmm.. nt de same coz i juz knew him..=) but then ya.. shan't sae much ya? u noe i noe can le.. hahaz.. =D.. hmmm.. have lotsa tots in my mind rite nw.. lotsa qnz..hahaz.. anyway.. nt to worry.. life goes on.. haha~ it's de same for both me and him.. or stil got! kym and him.. hahaz.. hey.. gud luck for ur coming exams! =)

hmmm.. going to tuition ltr.. hahaz.. todae maths test.. hmmm.. wad can i sae? alrite lahz..hmmm.. den our class CIP? haiiz.. dunno lahz.. c liao oso kinda pek cek... wondering.. guys shi come here cheat on gers de mahz? hahaz.. bye~

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

lalalaYUCHENG AGAIN?

hM.. todae i went to sch wit my voice hoarse.. -_-.. realli no more voice le..lolx.. was kinda engertic todae.. dunno y..lolx.. hmm..slp real late yst lorx..hahaz.. on de way to sch my mind was lyk HMPFT TT TOPID YUCHENG IS STILL SLPING! lolx.. and i almost fell in de bus alrite..>.< so shy lorx.. coz de bus driver suddenli brake then i almost roll to de front..=x hahaz.. den reached sch liao hmmm.. de assembly sooo long.. coz it's guides dae? zzz... den it's already 7.30 and i'm suppose to wake YUCHENG up.. but it makes no diff..hahaz.. i woke him up rnd 7.45? hahaz.. i called him twice den he wake up..-_-.. den he wake up he didn tok lorx.. he onli..umm...um...um... so cute..=x...hahaz.. den i sae bye liao i go back class sit liao..hahaz.. ok..he finalli wake up.. nt bahz..he's not late for sch todae..hahaz.. alrite.. then todae MEITING was shooting me all de way lorx.. bth!i dunno whr my hart is leading me to..i'm following it but it's flowing too fast and it's diff for me to breathe.. i'm so tired! stil gotta finish my tuition hmwk..zzz.. if i'm coming online tonight then i blog again bahz..=) lotsa interesting things may happen during tuition time~ lalalalla

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

kimberly

kimberly
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hmmm.. i've blog de 3rd time todae.. i'm super duper bored.. lalalaz.. saw tis "kimberly" JOYCE WONG make it for me? wohOooOo. so sweet of her..lolx.. Muackx! i'm lyk sneezing for de whole dae le.. *ahh ChoOoOo* diongz.. den juz finished my pOrRidge YUCHENG called.. lolx.. was kinda shock he call me..hahaz.. telling me he v pek cek.. he wanna beat ppl.. ppl buwee him..=x hahaz.. no lahz.. relacx boi.. hahaz.. u wanna make KIM de PUNCHING BAG? nonono.. nw YUCHENG is KIM'S PUNCHING BAG -CUM- PARROT..hEe.. and KIM's YUCHENG PIG? -_-... nvm.. tink positive.. pig hao ke ai.. =Dden i wanna eat medicine liao he put down le.. he going out for dinner oso..

JOYCE injured her ankle.. haven ok lorx.. then play badminton todae.. diongz.. JOYCE WONG don't ever do tt again alrite? arbox ur leg gotta chop off liao.. hee.. thanx for ur KIMBERLY arhx.. i'll carry u up to de top floor de.. hahaz.. lalalalaz...

i'll gt over him one dae..

nobodi noes wad i'm tinking.. hmmm.. i can let go.. but i can't forgt..read thru my blog.. wil kinda cry? =) memories bahz.. at de end of de dae.. he's stil sumone i lurve for so long.. and i've put in so much efforts in lurving him.. i've crack my brain frm time to time juz to tink of a way to make him smile.. making a fool out of myself is alrite to exchange a smile on his face...tt's de past.. while blogging tis.. tears juz roll down.. yeah.. i miss him..i miss de memories we once had.. de ups and downs.. de way u smile.. de way u luff.. de way u hug me.. de way u act blur..=) all tis 'ways' are memories nw.. i've let go.. and i've gotta continue and nt stuck here .. juz give me sumtime and i'll gt over him..=)
[[ tongg huaa lii douu shii piann renn dee ]]

*ahh cHoOoO* fine fine.. i'm sick alrite.. didn went to sch todae.. tis morn wake up head was v heavy..and my nose is so runny.. =x hahaz.. yst nitex.. zzz.. i some sort of knew a new frenx.. yucheng.. hahz.. he's my pet parrot.. yesh yesh.. he's lame lahz.. yst tok to him online he's lyk.. keep saying he ugly lorx.. then he keep bullying teck.. lolx.. bth..den he juz came back frm his bball training.. tt's wad teck sae.. he's so tired.. keep saying he tired.. -.-! lolx.. den he keep shooting me lrox.. zzz...oh ya.. teck ask me go his sch open hse on sat..lolx.. their sch swimming pool haven open yet lorx.. zzz.. coz no lifeguard? ZZZ! march i'm working there lorx! be their lifeguard.. lalalalaz.. hmmm...then tt teck arhx.. bth.. keep xiang y y de.. lolx.. then after YUCHENG offline me TECK and YUCHENG conference.. OMG! i call nia then he shoot me liao.. ask me hu lai de.. den i sae arhx.. hu u lorx.. then he dee siao lorx.. den i sae okok.. i put down.. byebye.. den he sae wait lahz.. lolx! he lose lorx.. lalalalaz.. den tok tok tok then dunno wad happened to YUCHENG fone.. den he put down call back 5 mins time.. can u imagine YUCHENG using same fone as me lorx.. *eEk* 6230 zzz... y same wor? *hair stand* YUCHENG! ur fone can throw liao lahz.. lalalala~ =p... hmm.. gotta noe tis guy yst.. alot of tings to tok bout.. he's frenli..caring bahz.. he's cute lahz.. hmm.. he arhx.. he and his x last for 1 yr 8 mths.. yesh..tt's long.. in de end coz de ger 2 tym tt's y mei you le.. haiiz.. c wad i sae? y is there lurve when there's all tis thingys arnd.. zzz... *confuse* alrite enuff sae..

hmm.. kris juz msg me tell me my physic got 25/50..lolx.. juz pass.. nt bad lahz.. frm juz pass slowli improve bahz..=) i'm preparing for my ss and maths test tis week le.. i dun wanna flung again..=) alrite.. i mux study as MY PARROT sae.. hahaz.. and slp earli as OH LUO HAN sae..=xx oOpx.. sae too much.. alrite.. bye~ *ahh cHoOOooOOoo*

Monday, February 21, 2005

lurve sux

i dun understand y is there lurve and marriages when dere's ppl breakin up n dere's divorce...haiiz.. law is oso dunno lyk wad lorx.. zzz...guys.. it's always guyx.. in a relationship there mux b trust rite? yesh.. and when there's trust guys take advantage of us.. go find other ger.. haiiz.. i dunno wad tis world is bcoming.. zzz..

Sunday, February 20, 2005

a dae to remember..

wo men de gu shi had a full stop to it on 18-02-05..1 yr 10 mths being together is quite a time.. ups and downs..there's always smth obstructing our journey.. and yst was de dae our journey end..we finally came to a road tt is spilt into 2.. we have to carry on de journey ourself though.. i've choose rendall and reuben instead of u.. yesh.. i sae..anyway u're nt gonna marry me..all of u r impt to me.. but u make life very diff for me.. asking me to choose u or them.. i realli didn noe wad to do.. i've tink for 2 daes.. ur attitude towards me has change alot... since we're nt in de same sch we seldom meet up or didn have de time.. i realli didn noe wad u're doing.. i've always doubt u.. u sae i treated u worst den a dog.. i'm sorry.. didn give u privacy.. i'm sorry.. nw tt u're free u wun b treated lyk tt anymore..u've all de freedom u wan.. u wun have anyone to doubt u..=) i guess u wun wanna b related to me anymore.. and i noe u wun come find me le.. so let it b.. i've learnt my lesson.. i've experience enough.. and i've lurve soo much.. it's time to let go.. i wun find u unless there's smth impt.. if u come across tis.. gt a new ger... c through her.. make sure she can b real patient wit ur temper..and relacx on ur temper bahz..dun slp too late at nitex too! our deal is still on?! =) take care~

MissKim`

Thursday, February 17, 2005

hurhur

haiiz..i'm trap in my own tots lorx.. wad's de meaning of lyk making others life difficult? got him no them? got them no him?argh!..i dunno lahz.. i'm so damn bloody low lorx..i dunno wad to do.. he scolded me.. fine~ i didn scold him til de v last.. nvm~! hmpft! kinda pek cek lahz.. dun wan update le..

Thursday, February 10, 2005

cNy dE wO~

CNY..
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wohoo..it's CNY again.. hahaz.. on CNY eve.. gv had concert as usual.. band is performing AS USUAL.. and we're playing de same songz for dunno how many donkey yrs.. yeah? yup.. so.. eve it's my 'lucky' dae u c.. i jux got knocked on my head wit a wooden plank! hu's fault?! denny pua! =x hahaaz.. it's realli pain lorx.. hahaz.. but then forgt it.. tt dae realli kinda sway.. after de performancing.. band members gotta stay back coz of a padlock.. tung dun wan give den gotta wait till 11.. haiiz.. having tuition on tt dae.. but then decided to cancel it off.. and sacrifice my V dae for tuition.. zzz.. nvm.. den after band went to makan.. wit wp and kai sheng.. hahaz.. den after tt was erm.. oh.. went to tm.. wp wanna play game but then alot of ppl.. den didn manage to play.. went to watch movie instead..hahaz.. I DO I DO! so cute lorx.. hahaz.. u noe wad? we were sitting beside benneth they all in de cinema..-.-! hahaz.. so coincidence? hahaz.. yesh rite.. they booked de whole row? -.-! diongz.. okok.. fine fine.. then after de movie.. erm.. went shopping awhile.. den went home.. for my dinner.. hahaz.. was nt a v nice wan.. we're kinda separated.. we dun gathered lyk last time .. nw.. it's my own family have our dinner.. my cousin family having their own.. sianz.. den tt dae my father and my ah ma kinda nt in a gd mood ..~ =((..ok.. done.. dun tok bout tis animore..=)

CNY! we've grown up u c.. it's less interesting animore.. everybodi wanna slp til late late den dun wan wake up.. hahaz.. i woke up so earli? coz my sis is sooo excited and she woke me up! zzz..den go down bai nian.. den? eat de noodles.. den went pom pom.. make up.. change.. and sHoO.. off we go to my popo hse.. hahaz.. we were lyk de second family there? -.-! all of them so late lorx.. hahaz.. nvm nvm.. i wait rite? hahaz.. den slowly slowly all come liao.. except sum .. collect angbao.. tok tok tok.. eat.. sit sit.. then go home liao.. hahaz.. go home orh orh.. orh orh liao.. go next door my cousin place play majong.. hahaz.. they play so small nia.. den i onli win $2 -.-! so pathetic? hahaz.. then play til 12+ then go home watch tv.. slp~

todae woke up oso quite earli.. coz ltr going visiting.. hahaz.. jerlynn wanna cum my hse!? hahaz.. she so despo sia..=x alrite.. i gtg go~ Oh.. de picx is taken at my popo hse on CNY.. hahaz.. CoOl~ pOoF!

Monday, February 07, 2005

hmm.. todae arhx.. went to bugis.. bought converse de slipper.. Op de shorts.. tis fashion de jeans.. hahaz.. den lyk tt lorx! -.-!

i'm tinking alot nw~ seems lyk i've got lotsa prob.. i dunno y.. i'm a too sensitive ger.. i tink alot.. i felt lyk askin him lotsa qns.. but i dun dare.. how coward m i?nvm... slp earli gdnitex....

depressed de MissKim

Saturday, February 05, 2005

MisskIm

hmm.. always sae wanna update .. but then lazee..=x hahaz.. alrite.. i'll update todae.. keheex..

yst..got band..CNY rehersal.. haiiz.. band nt cooperative lorx.. then kana punishment.-.- 7 rnds..lolx.. then run liao they all dismiss liao we stay back tok to mrs chew.. so cute sia.. coz we gonna buy tee mahz.. den we tok tok tok.. sae we dun wan band on valentine dae..hahaz..den mrs chew sae she oso dun wan! hahaz.. but then bo bian.. then frm there we link to make babies.. hahaz.. so furni.. we ask mrs chew go home make babies..-.-! then i sae i juz learn ss.. singapore need more babies..hahaz.. then frm babies we link to weihong..-.-! and meixiao..hahaz.. mrs chew ask him he realli lyk meixiao arhx? hahaz.. den he sae dunno.. then mrs chew sae valentine dae all of us help him.. hahaz.. den he so shy sia..hahahaz! so cute lorx.. then after tok liao we went tm.. met jp there.. then went to take neoprints..-.-! i tel u.. can jian fei taking neoprints wit them de lorx.. hahaz.. so many poses de..hahahaz! but then fun arhx! hahaz.. den tt jp.. bth her.. -.- .. go buy tee..so blur wor.. then nt enuff size then gotta go bedok take.. then clara go dere take.. coz she going there find johnathan.. then suan bian lorx.. thanx arhx.. then everybodi bring home 5 tee.. so wun so heavy mahz.. hahaz.. den pay money liao stil got alot of money left.. then all i bring home? coz wo shi treasurer.. hahaz.. den so scary noe.. ltr ppl rape me sia..=x hahaz.. then after tt met up wit wp for dinner.. hahaz.. den after he come my hse.. then tok to my mummy lorx.. then after tt i go slp le..

den todae went tuition.. lalalaz.. then after tuition go home.. use com.. den went out cut hair.. hahaz.. bye!

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

damn seongz..

zzz...todae sianz sia.. damn bloody tired...tis morn haven open eyes go bathe liao.. hahaz.. den eyes kinda swollen..-.-! den went sch quite earli todae 7.10? do i consider late? -.-! then went study area as usual lorx.. den on de way to class sit down.. kana scolding.. and it's infront of de whole sch lorx.. seong lahz.. scream sae u 4 ladies stop there.. go to de front there and sit...HMPFT! then we walk there mahz.. tying tie rite.. kaoz.. den he shout my name and may i tink.. i nt sure.. i onli heard my name then i stop look back he ask us dun walk.. hahaz..=x hahaz.. but then we continue to walk.. then i was lyk.. kaoz.. y go there.. he sae we late..-.-! f**k him lahz..=x i haven even wake up was bluring pulling my tie up and u ask me go 2 de front b de center of attraction? hahaz..hair stil messy..~ then sit in de middle lorx.. then everybodi dismiss liao 7 of us... me..kong..ade..mehmeh..najib..masnah..riez and two more lower sec hu didn bring tie.. all kana punishment lorx.. 6 rnds arnd de qudrangle..-.- then malik saw me shoick.. ask me eh. i tot u were earli todae? i sae yahz.. i was earli i dunno wad m i doing here oso.. then seong was lyk.. shoot lorx.. yesh.. u 're earli where were u?damn pek cek liao lorx..den 6 rnds sumore.. i was about to faint manx.. i haven eat anything then i was lyk half dead on de way to sch liao stil ask me run.. i stil got block nose how to breathe sia.. hahaz.. me and kong were there oh shit oh shit... let's faint..=x hahaz.. but we didn lahz.. but i almost fall.. hahaz.. then on de way up i were lyk so damn buai songz liao.. den recess tio dentention lorx.. kaoz.. 1st time sia.. hahaz.. he broke my record lorx.. HMPFT!

den after recess is maths then LS.. zzz.. 4 periods wit tt bear.. diongz.. wil die sia.. then maths hai haoz lahz.. but then c him i not happy liao.. we didn do anything rongz kana 6 rnds.. *bu fu qi~* then go back to class my mood swing come liao.. bang everything..=x hahaz.. den very buai songz face lorx.. those kind v xia lan wan..hahaz..den seong didn tok to me in his maths class.. hahaz.. then ask us do work oso didn ask me.. walk pass me nia.. wahahaha =x... hahaz.. * yaya papaya* lalalaz.. hahaz.. den after maths i ask him can go toilet he dun allow me go.. kaoz.. he allow other ppl dun allow me.. cb lahz.. then i was so damn angry liao lorx.. i wan cry liao sia.. urgent noe.. =x.. hahaz.. den i v buai songz sae plz lahz.. i ren 2 periods didn go.. then after ur class go cannt? then he sae cannt go back sit fes.. -.-! then awhile ltr he ask me go -.- damn it.. den i frm toilet cum back he already at there shouting liao.. scolding liao.. hahaz.. then i noe de tension is up liao lorx.. coz kong and may ade all v serious liao.. then i pack my stuff liao.. den he come scold me liao.. coz kong and may all kana scolded and shoot"ed" liao.. den he sae go tok to principal liao mahz.. den nth sae.. come find me argue liao mahz.. then i diam diam.. hahaz.. den he sae he asking me qn.. then orhx lorx.. 7.20 lorx.. hahaz.. den i sae i was nt late lorx.. i was in sch much earlier lorx.. then he sae whr were u.. i was lyk.. kaoz.. u wan me cum liao then sit there alone arhx? attention seeker? hahaz..-.-! but then i diam lahz.. then he sae he wan go find principal tok.. find lorx.. i then dun wan tok to him arhx.. crazy guy.. even farhana oso ask me y we all go middle sit? sin ask us go back class liao but then seong insist us sitting in de middle mahz... den sit lorx.. he big wad.. then we follow him go GO..den sin nt there.. onli tung.. then tok to tung lorx.. then tok tok tok for 2 periods.. hahaz.. den seong siao wan sia.. he sae we wanna play rnd wit sch rules? alrite.. he play wit us.. then he sae finger nails nw he all check socks... 100% white.. kaoz.. den i was nt lorx.. take out shoe and sock.. hahaz.. den he went back to class brought de class down stand under de sun..on de spot spot check sia.. then gers hp all put inside bra..-.- den najib put inside.. hahaz.. shan't sae..=x tt's was i heard lahz.. i dunno..is we hai de mahz? haiiz.. so sad arhx? den on de way back to class.. mr.indra ask us wad happened..lolx.. then tel him.. coz b4 tt he congrats us.. -.-! stil shake our hand arhx.. hahaz.. den seong saw..-.-! hahaz.. c lorx.. lalalalz.. then after tt went mac sit sit.. then went home.. then ltr going tuition! hahaz.. i'm so tired! head so pain liao.. i so kelianz oh.. stil gottta go tuition.. ahaz.. alrite.. long enuff le.. bye~