sometimes i feel that life is full of contradiction. i'm wondering why is god creating all these coincidences for? most of them are just touch and go. When it comes to those real ones you tend to consider alot and play hard to get isn't it? weird isn't it. when you know it's the one but you didn't want to admit it. i hated those feelings. it totally sucks.

love itself is also ironic. Instead of loving him you're hurting him more with all the attitudes and action isn't it? why is this so? cos of attitude problems? i doubt... probably all those are excuses.. You control yourself therefore attitudes? = excuses. (: . Whatever is said also affects the other party, sometimes i really didn't know what i can and cannot say. what kind of emotions must i show when it comes to different situations. I'm jus simply trap in this wonderful game called LOVE.

Probably it's because that i love you so much therefore i act like these all this while. I didn't want to but i'm not myself lately. Previously, i'm numb, i felt nothing. In my world LOVE is nothing but a lie. But after i met you things started changing. Not the beginning though. throughout the days you've affect my life totally. i'm getting use to you. i'm getting use to the love and i'm getting use to those pair of hands. Those tears are not meant to be roll down by that beautiful pair of eyes. That big round eyes of yours are meant to show people how happy you are and not how sad you are. It's not easy being together. It's harder to understand.