It's never the same anymore.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

i just don't understand. maybe sometimes people won't put others before themselves. but you know. we've kind of confirm that it's the way it is therefore we didn't make too much preperation for it. and it's a last minute thing that she can't make it. it's ok though. but i'm just wondering, what if we didn't call you what will happen to us tomorrow? *hmmmm we're still very headache about our hair do. alright never mind about that . ((: we'll settled that tomorrow.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

MAY HSE~

today went out with ainsly! met up with him around 3.30pm. then while i was waiting for him to come down from wisma to meet me i realise almost all the people in the mrt station all the hair colour is brown base lors. so not attractive. (laughs). but may say cause brown suits asian. true lah((:

then went fareast with ainsly, went there to walk walk lors. then arhs. he wanna find straw hat for his prom. LOL . quite furnie lahs. hmmm then wad nehs.. oh then went to eat cos he hungry then i drink water lors. hahas.. todae i drank alot of water siah.. -.- keep going toilet.. hahas. then after tt we went to cine play pool.. went to find ade they al then open our own table.. hahas.. 9 feet -.- usualli i play 8 feet onli lors.. haha.. sudenli table lyk big alot.. hahas.. then tt topid ainsly tell me he don't know how to play then he bluff de lors.. aiming so good oso dunno for wad =x.. i oso not tt good lors.. hahas.thn we play awhile then we go long john sit sit.. hahas.. then he smoke lahs.. slap his face.. zzz.. then waited for his fren-.- and my beloved LESLIE! -.- hahas.. he was so long mans.. hahas.. one of his frens arrive lahs.. then at fes didn realli tok de.. then slowly started tokin then suddenli so many tings to sae. then he v noisy arhs.. -.- hahas..then bth ask him shut up. hahas.. he sae i too young cannt sae anythig.. slap his face ah.. hahas.. buwee ger onli lors.. (laughs) .. then we sat there for 2 hours and finally ah wei and leslie reached! hahas.. then tt topid leslie arh.. -.- lol.. shan't sae.. the most paiseh part is they suan me and ainsly lors.. diong. then tt leslie arh.. the eyes so SHE! lol.. ask me qn the eyebrown arhs.. lol .. keep going up and down..lol..i was luffing lahs.. hahas.. bth them lors.. keep saying lahs.. hahas.. i so quiet liao lors.. haha.. then after tt they acc me go ps. then they went clubbing.. hahas.. alright stop here for them. hahas.. ((:

then i went to met ade they al.. yeah and i shan't elaborate more..lol.. =x

gdnites!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

OH NO! it's getting deeper and deeper. the feeling! ((: after so long, we finally met =x although it's not really THAT long lahs. but it's like so long since the last time i saw him alright ((: you guys must understand you know! (laughs) it's still the same old place though BUT i'm bringing him to another place the other time! ((: i'm lazy no more. there's so many stars tonight. and they're really beautiful. have not seen them for ages now. really miss them alot ((:

it's all cause of the topid weather! rain rain rain and rain. if not i can see my friends! ((: shining brightly up there in the sky. but it's ok. now i can see them and they can see me.. how nice ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAE JIAWEI ((:

yawns

WAO! today is not raining. damn it's going to be hot! alright. EXAMS ARE OVER! but i'm so bored at home. (laughs) looking for jobs yeah. gosh

yesterday night that guy really pissed me off! i was quarreling with him and he stil goes on and on. damn! ask him don't talk to me liao he stil talk talk talk. irritating! kristal yesterday just ask me why i got so many irritating friends. LOL .. i told her i didn't know why also. (laughs)

today i'm going to city plaza to get my dress for prom. (smiles) not going to get something really expensive. just going to get something nice though! ((: hmmm.boy yesterday go cut hair =x have not get to see how he look like. BUT he didn't like it though. but hair can grow back de mahs. once i oso cut til so short i oso kinda miss my long hair. but then nw oso grow back liao. (laughs) although stil v short but then it's growing!

i wanna go for medicure! hahas.. i can't stand my nails lahs.. hahas.. one side it's purple another side it's empty-.- i lazy to paint the other side. hahas.. and the purple makes my hand look so old =x whatever~ *yawns...

Sunday, November 20, 2005

audition..

i woke up so early in the morning today. i just woke up like that (-.-) sigh. there's nothing to do in the morning. after washing up sang to my mum for awhile then tummy ache. LOL then went toilet. then went next door talk to auntie. she ask me about the audition stuff and i told her i'll have it today instead cause yesterday too many people therefore ya. ((:

i slack at their house for an hour or so and is aw kenneth kor. oh gosh he's just so skinny. *pengs. he went to pick his gf to his house . ya. then i came home and blog((:

yesterday was rather lucky or unlucky? i'll consider it as lucky cause my dad wished me good luck! (smiles) maybe i miss him therefore whenever i think of him now i want to cry so much. (laughs) maybe ainsly is right? i need my dad more than my mum? i didn't know either. if this is so maybe it's because whenever i need my dad's support he's always there for me ((: my dad just called me! (smiles) asking me about the audition. gee touched! silly girl ((: can't cry no more eye swollen le (laughs)

alright today i'm having audition at 3pm. i'm rather afraid i can't get to the next round though cause it's like i don't know. (smiles) but must have confident ya ((: 2788..2790 we can make it. (wahahahas). alright whatever. (hahas) .

why people will fall in love nahs? ((:

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

POA!

sent credit note is return inwards..

receive invoice is purchases..

capital owned = A - L

capital employed = capital owned + LTL

working capital = CA-CL

rate of return capital = net profit/capital x 100

turnover= sales - RI

gross profit= turnover-COGS

COGS = OS+Net purchases-CS

COGAS= OS+net purchases

mark up = gross profit/cogs x 100

margin= gross profit/turnover x 100

rate of stock turnover= cogs/ average stock at cost price

wages---> p&l
salaries--> p&l
wages and salaries ---> p&l
wages-->trading
salaries--> p&l

going off nw ((: good luck for poa! ((:

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

hate is the word

tomorrow it's poa paper. (: and it's in the afternoon! (yawns) it's ending! left 4 more days! (smiles)

some people say.. hate is a must in life. to me.. hatred is a word that has a very strong meaning and feeling. don't you think so? when you say you hate her, do you really mean it?are you sure it's hate? you won't hate that person when she gave you nice memories. boy.. to me.. you're bluffing yourself. i don't know why i feel that way. but the way you make me feel it's like that. so go think about it. do you really hate her? i know after that blog entries about hating you and stuff makes you damn pissed and you're thinking that she's a total two faced person contradicting to what she said before but it's only anger not hate boy. go think about it ((: anything i'm here alright! exam is going to end and i can be real free to listen to you when you talks ((:

people are real weird. they always contradicts to what they say and sometimes when someone want to be good they are always being mistaken ((: it's like today he told me about his ex. not much information but roughly i can sense what she did ((: . when he told me that i told of what i always told weiping in the past. "when i care about you, you say i controls you. but when i gave you all the freedom you want, you say i don't care! so what you want me to do then?" it's always the case isn't it? when a girl is too possessive the guy will feel irritated BUT when the girl gives them all the freedom they want they thinks that we girls don't love them nor care about them anymore. when we wants to give them all the freedom they want we girls got to sacrifice so much by controlling our temptation to message you guys. and every words we say go through our brain before we speak out. this is not to agitate you with what we say. isn't girls great? (laughs) sometimes it's the guy who is in the girls position, poor chap.

and girl.. xavier has stopped messaging you. ya. but even if he's gone, he didn't want you to get too sad about it but be strong and go on in life alright ((: i know you'll strong. no more tears as you had said. you've decided to wait for him till your 21st birthday and if he didn't turn up you'll give him up. you say you'll wait. alright if that's what you've decided, i'll respect and support it ((: . i'm always here too! love ya babe! muacks!

alright.. i've got to continue studying for poa already ((: shall update some other time ((:

Sunday, November 13, 2005

((:

i'm back from another weekend. O level left one more week. and prom is the next thing that is coming. (laughs) OH! mr seong meeting al of us on the 25th i think. to treat us all to lunch? (hmmm) it've been hard on him for the past two years. we're sorry mr seong ((:

yesterday was a day at home. i didn't go out alright. i stay at home whole day and i did my art ((: i spent the whole day drawing this man. and i finished it! (smiles) and i'm satisfied! (grins).

i'm so tired now! *yawns. i've kind of lots of emotions bubbling inside me. i think i shall continue some other time bahs. ((: gdnites peeps ((:

Friday, November 11, 2005

crazee

I'M BACK! from town.. it's our usual hang out place and it's getting BORING! i was late today again. YES again -.- . (laughs). i opened a new story book. i can't stand that book lying in my cupboard alright. (smiles) therefore i took the cover away and i brought it out with me ((: i read it in the bus. hahas.. it's about his imaginery world. (some sort like this? ) ((:

I've got to do my art alright. i'm damn slack about art.THIS IS NOT PRELIM KIMBERLY! YOU BETTER BUCK UP! DON'T THINK YOU CAN PASS SO EASILY!!! COURSEWORK SO WHAT?! hahas.. =x (crazee)

alright after one week of exam i am here to post again. went through one week of O level examination i think O's is easy and difficult (-.-). a rather stupid conclusion. But ya, let's not talk about the papers then. it makes me go (argh~)

i went studying with Ainsly for almost a week (-.-) and yesterday it's so cute. i mean ME only. (=x) i was suppose to meet him after my game of pool with adeline and cerise and teck under his blk. and when i reached his blk he's still waiting for bus in tampines imterchange. i called him, then suddenly i've got this urge to go to the toilet (-.-) then i rushed home alright. just for the toilet. (laughs) then i walked back to his blk to find him. by the time i reached, he was there looking around aimlessly. (smiles) i went there and i knocked his head x= . yesterday we studied maths then we talked also. about lots of stuff . about the books i read, oh gosh. he was another one who said i was "pervertic" (laughs). it's a normal reaction.((:

i called reuben their our study time. i told him she replied my message, then i was about to reply but it failed sending. therefore i've not yet reply and i'm lazy too.he said when will this stop? messages after messages. he say till like my fault.(zzz) but i know he dosen't have that hidden meaning. hmmm.... but it's like she message me 4 times and i didn't reply. then she message me say i don't dare reply her? ask me fcuk off. but the big big big problem is she's the one who doesn't want to fcuk off. keep sending me messages pestering i shall say. when you ask that person to fcuk off you won't expect a reply what. so why is she expecting for my reply so much? (don't understand young kid) such a headache. i reply i'm childish? i didn't reply i'm a scaredee cat? what the hell is this.. (zzz)

alright. i'm going out later. got to prepare if not i'm really going to be late. ((: bye peeps

Sunday, November 06, 2005

probability sucks

oh gosh. i'm taking a break from maths! ><>

i woke up alot of times in the morning as well. around 6 + in the morning i was awaken by Lewis message. i replied and i am waiting for his reply till i fell asleep again. HE WENT BACK TO SLEEP! alright.. then i woke up at around 1 in the afternoon? yeah. and lewis is still sleeping. what the hell? i went online and around 3 like that lewis finally came online. he actually slept for 32 hours? OH MY GOD! he's crazy. today he went JB again. i wonder how long is he going to sleep when he got back. gee (laughs) . today his nick was like, erm... DALLAS ROCKS MY LIFE! WITHOUT DALLAS THERE WUN B LEWIS!!! .. i saw and was curious who the hell is dallas.. hahas.. then i found out it's a place (frown) so i decided to ask him change his nick to " kimberly rock my world! without her there wun b lewis!!!" (smile) and he really change his nick to that (pengs)

alright. it's linky linky linky again. there's this guy, he message me in wholivesnearyou. guess what. he's a friend of leslie and ah wei . (laughs) it's just so coincidence isn't it? the world is so small we can actually link link link ((: he didn't know i knew them yet ((: we shall see if he's surprise when he knew =x

ze0rlc! i'm sorry! for not picking up your call! i'm sorry when you need me i'm sleeping =x. sorry lahs.. i don't mean it . i'll be there when you need me alright. promised! but if i'm sleeping.. er.. meet me in dreamland? alright? deal! ((:

laughs) monday is going to be maths paper one and social studies. good luck to those peeps who are taking o's. study hard for the last one month or so. and we can enjoy after that. (hurhur) probability suck =x . i'm confused after reading the damn paragraph full of craps =x

Saturday, November 05, 2005

oh plx

sometimes little girls are a headache. those inmature little girls will usually stick to the guy they like like glue. and it's super sticky. and when another girl come close to him they will usually hate the girls. AND those immature + ah lians type of little girls will always add a "whack her" too. i was one of the victims. i'm damn scare alright. next time when i go out, i must wear till nobody recognises me if not i'll get whack on the street one day. (shivers)

i didn't know what the hell that yanshan is thinking. reuben and i are friends of how many years already? alittle jealous is alright. but please do not jump to the conclusion that i'm scolding him and i hate him. all those testimonials i wrote to him are all craps and due to boredom. reuben know it himself. when did he not scolded me bitch? nenepok? when did he not say he hated me too? when both of us say that we know it's not true. we treat it as a way of communication. so who are you to judge me. who are you to judge what i say or what i call him. you are a no one to him. unless you are his stead then i'll back off i've got nothing to say if reuben wants you this little rascal as his lover. And it happens that i came across this whacky stuff and it really freak me out. I really wish to meet you on the street one day and i'm going to see what can you do to me. (laughs) a little rascal will not go far, that's for sure. and i'm also sorry for your 34 failed relationships. don't think 34 relationships made you proud and it doesn't really make people think that you're damn pretty or what so ever. it just gave an idea to those clever people out there that you're a failure in relationships. a darn failure. at the age of 14, 34 relationships is really alot. (Decent girls are rarity) you're lost in the crowd?

when people give you the hint that they doesn't like you, please be a little clever will you? don't make yourself look stupid and make yourself get hurt more. girls are always like that. whatever the mind say , they'll do the opposite.

LOL.. that blog was a joke to me. (laughs)

Friday, November 04, 2005

happy birthdae kmt..

todae is kmt birthdae.. wahaha.. is over 12 u c.. yeah.. so it is ((: HAPPY BIRTHDAE! hee... finalli 16 liao wor.. nobodi wil sae liao lahs.. hahas.. i oso cannt sae anything.. cos nw we same same liao.. hee!

today everything went smoothly till the night! oh gosh. i recieved a tesimonial from reuben after accepting obviously i'll go to his page and return him one. especially when i'm damn bored at home? (zzz) and when i went to his page in friendster i saw yanshan testimonial to him. with all her mushy honey words that she thought it's just so sweet and it'll touch reuben's heart (-.-) she's just alittle too sticky. it all went well while reading that testimonial when something caught my attention! something that goes like tt.. " i v jealous leh.. u noe y hor.. so bad.. (hate her)..i v evil hor?" roughly it's like that. ya. and i am of cause curious who the girl was. and i'm the biggest suspect as i've been sending him testimonials these past fews days due to boredom and the joy disturbing him. therefore i called reuben to confirm, and guess what at first he was there saying i'm thick skin and so what ever. but i was like "no mahs.. cos it's lyk saying me mahs" then in the end he say ya.. it's refering to me. i was there see lahs.. hao lahs.. don't want write testi liao lahs. y u dun wan consider her?! accept her then nth liao mahs.. then he sae cannt lahs.. accept liao ltr no more me lors.. hahas. i was there izzit?! then i say nothing more. and he say one more thing that struck me! he say PL once got a misunderstanding between me and him too.. i ask him what happened he say it's just that she's jealous. but that time we haven't even meet up and we're purely friends.. purely besties ((: it's alright ((: .. i just can't stand that girl lahs... go other people blog and ask PL leave him? who are you to him to ask her leave him? (sighs) nowsaday girls can be confusing. (shake head)

alright! now let's change topic! put all the attention on ze0rlc! he said he wanted to be in my entry if possible. why not right? alright he say i would say he's a cute boy and keep repeating it.. oh please i wouldn't say that. i wouldn't bluff myself alright.. i'll just say you're damn cute! (smiles)..I WANNA THANK ze0rlc for sending me the E card in the morning as well. i really appreciate that. (hugs) you knew i'm darn pissed off yesterday night and you made that card for me. i really love it. xie le ((: btw.. ze0rlc is also going to friend birthday bbq tomorrow at east coast. so if you wanted to see how cute he is you may go to east coast at night and bump into him. he might he tonning over as well ((: good luck peeps! (chuckles)

one day without his calls i'm much more happier and cheerful! serious alright. i'm darn relax now. i'm just purely thinking of another stuff ((: what is he doing!? in malaysia =x .. he promised me to give me stars tonight. but there's none. he better give me a good explanation when he comes back tomorrow!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

((:

alright.. here goes.. i'm so lazee to blog actualli..hahas. so the full dae for mondae.. hmmm.. u can go c wee kian blog to noe wad happened on tt dae lors.. his link.. ---> http://en-shui.diaryland.com .. wahahahs.. hmmmm...

now i'm in kym hse.. yeah.. zzz.. she showed me fotos of her in laos.. lol.. alrite.. wad shld i sae? nth =x... (sorry kym *run ) hahas.. all i can sae is i wanna go tt place lahs.. dying to.. hahas.. cos it seems so fun lors.. i miss chiang mai daes.. zzz.. *piak..

everything went well todae ((: went out wit kym le.. finalli rite? hahas.. after so long.. i misses her and she misses me =x.. hahas.. hmmm.. we tok alot todae.. hahas.. hmmm.. lotsa tings lahs. ((:.. tok bout yeah.. those tings tt make me have phobia towards my fone.. haiis.. sad.. tok bout tt i v agitated bahs.. cos i felt so topid.. zzz..

and yahs.. yst nite.. J ask for patch.. zzz.. i was lyk.. uh? after o's then tok bahs.. i dun wan.. then he was lyk.. i dunno lehs.. we're toking on fone bahs.. then he diam diam.. then i oso sians liao lahs.. then i keep singing song liao lors.. hahas.. then he sae he tired wan go slp.. then i orhs.. byebye.. =x.. then he msg me sae i dun wanna patch he nth sae.. hmmm.. i reply but then nw i having exam and i no feelings bahs.. then lyk tt lors .. ((: ..

i guess.. i'm having a crush liao lahs -.- ... but not on J lahs.. -.- another person.. hahas.. it's lyk at fes i'm so unsure of it.. then yst ger lahs.. come my hse then keep saying then i lyk.. oh.. wo bu zhi dao lehs.. zzz.. then todae suddenli the feeling so deep.. i told kym oso.. hmmm.. i oso dunno lahs.. hahas.. shld tok about it after o's.. let's c if o's wil affect the relation between me and him ((:.

i've got the lock and the key. so it's to my will to lock it all up or let it b.. ((: ... yeah.. i've decided to lock it all up bahs. ((: the key wil nt b in the key hole til 22nd ((: bye peeps..