I know this post here is going to offend whoever who knows her or sides her. But i don't want to care anymore. It's like they won't know how i would feel. I'm the victim here you know. Alright like what ShiHui said, Ben and me got together too fast and made Irene felt that " You can actually find another girl within this short period of time" makes her want to do anything that i don't know how to use words to express. =x Saying those things to hurt me. She said she's just showing me the concern of him to her? Alright That's fine. you've said that you've mistaken that he still loves you. ALRIGHT THAT'S FINE. everybody made mistakes. BUT by telling me that he calls you all along telling you that he still loves you is another thing. What can you be mistaken by him calling you all along telling you all that? Or is it that some other guys took his phone and called you? It's either you are lying to me or Ben is. Ben denied calling you telling you all those. I tried asking you yesterday again but you didn't reply. I'm kind of wondering are you trying to fool around with me or is it that you want me to be at the lowest point? If you want to like have your retribution on ben go ahead. I can't utter a word about it. BUT now the victim is me. You jolly well know that. You're not hurting ben. You're just creating that hatred in him towards you. But instead of doing that i'm beinginning to have that hatred as well. Are you killing a stone with two birds? hmmmm..

You've said that he's pestering you and asked me to stop him from doing that? are you being ironic? If i were to know that he's pestering you do you think that i'll like sit down calmly and asked him not to do that because you've someone else? I'm not his mother. I'm his GIRLFRIEND! i have the right to get angry because he's PESTERING other girls telling her that he still loves her. Put yourself in my shoes. What if your boyfriend are pestering other girls? and that particular Girl Asked you to stop him from pestering her. what will you do? Sit down there and asked him not to pester her?

Alright. Yesterday when ShiHui called and talked to me like what ben requested her to do. We had a good chat . by the way thanks girl. After talking to you i felt better. She had said that Ben changed, everybody saw that themselves. And he's treated like far better than he treated her. I agreed with that. But sometimes it's not the matter of him treating me good or bad it's the matter is he the one that can actually make me put in effort in this relationship. Is he the one that can really make me learn what is love all about. Not by pampering me so much. I was actually quite reluctant to have him back in the beginning. But i was fine after that. one last chance? LAST.

And i've no doubt in telling you this. Ben other than you that's still many guys out there for me choose. And there are far better guys than you. I'll not hesistate to leave if there's anything that's gonna happen like the way it did before. I promised. I'm not trying to say that there's no better girls out there for you and i'm definitely not condemning you. I'm just telling you~ . But for now everything has ended. That night, that terrible night with you trembling in the dark has ended. So we shall just look forward and move on. i always hope that we can live happily. i hope...

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