It's never the same anymore.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Can't Stand It Anymore

ARGH! fuck. I JUST BURNED MYSELF. IDIOT. All because of that stupid PCB project. I hate projects i hate cicuit. I don't know why i ended in this stupid course which i have no interest at all. And i felt really stupid and torturing la. I really felt like quitting so much. I don't see a point to continue! ask me why? cause circuits project are all not done by me even if it is i copied them from another so tell me what's the point? I don't even know what all the lecturers are talking about. Fuck it. Why can't i do things that i like instead? Gosh. Ok, i felt useless la. Burning myself while soldering. Damn! i cried cause of the burn and cause that i'm hopeless. (The burn really hurts alright. =( ) Now there's like this small ugly hole on my leg. =( -sighs.

I felt so sad. =( Seeing friends around me enjoying their poly life really makes me envy them. I used to crave for poly life but now i wanted to end it. I hate it. Poly life is not good for me. It's torturing instead of happy. =( -screams

When i looked at my project now, i've this urge to dump everything into the rubbish bin. Throw everything away. I really wish i could do that. Looking at them really makes me go mad.


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