Projects are really boring. I just can't seems to concentrate whenever i read the question paper. Nothing register. I always tell myself that i should start studying from tomorrow onwards. BUT i failed to. Where's my determination!?

Yesterday night i was telling liujun about how i feel inside. I was wondering, why am i continuing this shit when i don't even know what i'm doing. I haven't really go and think about my personal goals and stuff, and i feel like i'm wasting my life away. She was like " huh, why you think like that? " I told her i'm quite confuse la. And i lose my determination, i've slacken. She asked me what if i'm not going to continue then what i'm going to do. Probably, i'll go out to the society and work and really find out what i'm interested in? i seriously don't know what is what now. Everything seems so blurry. I guess I'll have to be determined about what i'm doing currently. Don't want to let my parents down.

Alright, back to reality! Haven't met ES for hours~ maybe days.. Only met him once this week. Tsk. busy schedule uh. =\ Haven't been so long since i didn't meet him. Ha. Alright, i do miss him but sometimes alone times are great as well. (:

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