It's 3 in the morning and i'm still awake. Just now i saw some stuff and it still hurts alot. Why is it that i'm still brooding over it when it's already so long ago. It still brings back heartache. I know he loves me alot but why am i still so uncertain about it. I still can't accept the fact that it has ended all so well and probably 'clean'. It's too 'clean' to be true. -sighs. Ironically, i've just asked Jason to open his door and not lock himself up in his own world and yet i'm here being emotionally fucked up. This is the world isn't it?
Was talking to the girls in messenger just now and adeline asked me about our relationship. I've told her very little. They've thought that we're loving couples and quarrels are rare. But i corrected her, don't judge a book by it's cover. Actually there's so so so many things happening between the two of us, it's just that i didn't voice it out. Anyway, thanks for concerning (:

Baby, tell me why does it still hurts so much.

3:12 AM ·