It's never the same anymore.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Fuck. Internet down again. I don’t know what the hell happen to the connection la. Zzz.. forever lo. “DADDY FASTER COME BACK” . =\

Yesterday I wanted to update but didn’t manage to. When I came home I am so tired already, I simply lie there like a dead person. Sighs. So I’m here to update today. Sorry for the late late late update. I am kind of rusty already. Don’t know what should I say. Alright…

Yesterday went to school for 2 hours. It’s totally rubbish for going to school for only 2 hours in the morning and furthermore I don’t know anybody there. Had a mini presentation without me knowing that I got to prepare for it and I actually wore shorts and a long sleeve that’s all. OMFG. But luckily attire is not counted in the marks this time. Alright I’ve got a 20 pages long report to be done by week 12 and I have not found anybody to work with me. OMG. I hope my lecturer will put in some hardworking groups. Not anyone who simply sits there and wait for the report to drop from heaven.

Yesterday on the way to meet kristal for lunch Ayew called and tell me he passed is Tp. Thank goodness. Hee. I knew you’ll pass. No kick eh? Haha. Anyway congrats and please cherish that 3 points that is left. =D BE A CONSIDERATE DRIVER LA =\

Wooo . kris birthday just past though. HAPPY 19th Birthday old lady =x. Admit that you’re old la. Come on. Haha . Don’t bluff yourself anymore. Hee. Gee. Known you for so long time passes so fast. Oh boy, I felt so old already. =( closer to death isn’t it? Haha. Went for pasta café yesterday was like alright la. Not what I expected but everything turns out kind of alright at first. Then things started getting nasty… (sighs) .

Probably I should not have ask ben along, for this I apologise. Supposedly, I told him he’s not coming cause I thought it’s only the 5 of us, but it turned out that weiren and ivan tagging along so ade asked me to bring ben isn’t it? If ben’s going he’ll drive. I’m kind of disgusted when ade told me that they’re coming cause I don’t know them so confirm there’s a gap and group separation. That’a what happened yesterday. The whole night after they came it was like there’s 2 group. “me, ben, may” and the other is the rest la. Felt so stupid for coming out la. And what’s next? After dinner you guys said go for movie, ok movie find a time slot and place for the movie then. In the end you guys said that the movie had yet to release so we went to cine to top up cashcard and stand at the basement waiting for you guys to think where to go and talk among yourselves. Me May And Ben was like sitting there waiting for you guys like a fool la. I’ve decided to go home cause ben’s working today and carpark will be closing at 1am. Kris had also wanted to go home. So those who wanted to go home I don’t mind them tagging along lor. In the end you guys said go coffee club sit and kris said wanted to go home. Ok so tok escalator to level one then what? Stand there and talk again lors. We wait again lo. And for heavensake la meiting. If you wanna go club go la, since you won’t listen to what we said what. And since you said that confim wont check you then what’s the purpose of borrowing IC from us? If can’t go don’t go la, what’s the rush lo. Can’t wait for 18? It’s only a few months later and you can club all you want. I really can’t stand la, how long you want us to wait for you to decide if you wanna go anot? And what’s wrong with going home? zzz

Thursday, May 10, 2007

It's 3 in the morning and i'm still awake. Just now i saw some stuff and it still hurts alot. Why is it that i'm still brooding over it when it's already so long ago. It still brings back heartache. I know he loves me alot but why am i still so uncertain about it. I still can't accept the fact that it has ended all so well and probably 'clean'. It's too 'clean' to be true. -sighs. Ironically, i've just asked Jason to open his door and not lock himself up in his own world and yet i'm here being emotionally fucked up. This is the world isn't it?
Was talking to the girls in messenger just now and adeline asked me about our relationship. I've told her very little. They've thought that we're loving couples and quarrels are rare. But i corrected her, don't judge a book by it's cover. Actually there's so so so many things happening between the two of us, it's just that i didn't voice it out. Anyway, thanks for concerning (:

Baby, tell me why does it still hurts so much.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Love this picture! Cause it's so white! AND YOU CANNOT SEE MY FACE(tt's the point) =\

I'M HERE TO UPDATE!. Today went to watch "The Phantom Of The Oprea". It's fabulous. OMG. I simply love it so much. (: Their voice is amazingly high. o.O Highly recommanded!

Went to school as usual today and guess what. School starts at 9 and i leave home at 905. HAHA. But i still finish 'krapping' my wire. After which i went for an hour break then i'm off to enginnering drawing lesson. Then to break then to lecture then to elp then went for DINNER! ((: -basically that's school. It's always the same isn't it? Lectures, tutorials, lab.

sighs, life these few days is hard though. Endless quarrels. It's the world war III period -.- . Talked to shihui today and was talking about the boys. And we realise we're on the same boat. LOL. All "B" guys have the same attitude towards relationship eh? She's also going through some problems but i guess everything's fine now (:

Meeting the girls on friday! Just now they text me asking me if i'm ok. Was really puzzled when i recieved it, cause i'm happily watching my oprea at that time. HAHA. So the atmosphere was rather different. Texted back and realise cause they can't manage to find my friendster profile therefore they got rather worried. Probably it's cause i'm always the one who is talking bout what i did in friendster. HAHA. So they least expected me to delete it away. (: anyway i shall stop here. probably more updates soon =\

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Hosts: x o xo.	Saturday, May 26, 2007 Fuck. Internet down again. I don’t know what the hell happen to the connection la. Zzz.. forever lo. “DADDY FASTER COME BACK” . =\ Yesterday I wanted to update but didn’t manage to. When I came home I am so tired already, I simply lie there like a dead person. Sighs. So I’m here to update today. Sorry for the late late late update. I am kind of rusty already. Don’t know what should I say. Alright… Yesterday went to school for 2 hours. It’s totally rubbish for going to school for only 2 hours in the morning and furthermore I don’t know anybody there. Had a mini presentation without me knowing that I got to prepare for it and I actually wore shorts and a long sleeve that’s all. OMFG. But luckily attire is not counted in the marks this time. Alright I’ve got a 20 pages long report to be done by week 12 and I have not found anybody to work with me. OMG. I hope my lecturer will put in some hardworking groups. Not anyone who simply sits there and wait for the report to drop from heaven. Yesterday on the way to meet kristal for lunch Ayew called and tell me he passed is Tp. Thank goodness. Hee. I knew you’ll pass. No kick eh? Haha. Anyway congrats and please cherish that 3 points that is left. =D BE A CONSIDERATE DRIVER LA =\ Wooo . kris birthday just past though. HAPPY 19th Birthday old lady =x. Admit that you’re old la. Come on. Haha . Don’t bluff yourself anymore. Hee. Gee. Known you for so long time passes so fast. Oh boy, I felt so old already. =( closer to death isn’t it? Haha. Went for pasta café yesterday was like alright la. Not what I expected but everything turns out kind of alright at first. Then things started getting nasty… (sighs) . Probably I should not have ask ben along, for this I apologise. Supposedly, I told him he’s not coming cause I thought it’s only the 5 of us, but it turned out that weiren and ivan tagging along so ade asked me to bring ben isn’t it? If ben’s going he’ll drive. I’m kind of disgusted when ade told me that they’re coming cause I don’t know them so confirm there’s a gap and group separation. That’a what happened yesterday. The whole night after they came it was like there’s 2 group. “me, ben, may” and the other is the rest la. Felt so stupid for coming out la. And what’s next? After dinner you guys said go for movie, ok movie find a time slot and place for the movie then. In the end you guys said that the movie had yet to release so we went to cine to top up cashcard and stand at the basement waiting for you guys to think where to go and talk among yourselves. Me May And Ben was like sitting there waiting for you guys like a fool la. I’ve decided to go home cause ben’s working today and carpark will be closing at 1am. Kris had also wanted to go home. So those who wanted to go home I don’t mind them tagging along lor. In the end you guys said go coffee club sit and kris said wanted to go home. Ok so tok escalator to level one then what? Stand there and talk again lors. We wait again lo. And for heavensake la meiting. If you wanna go club go la, since you won’t listen to what we said what. And since you said that confim wont check you then what’s the purpose of borrowing IC from us? If can’t go don’t go la, what’s the rush lo. Can’t wait for 18? It’s only a few months later and you can club all you want. I really can’t stand la, how long you want us to wait for you to decide if you wanna go anot? And what’s wrong with going home? zzz 9:43 PM · Thursday, May 10, 2007 It's 3 in the morning and i'm still awake. Just now i saw some stuff and it still hurts alot. Why is it that i'm still brooding over it when it's already so long ago. It still brings back heartache. I know he loves me alot but why am i still so uncertain about it. I still can't accept the fact that it has ended all so well and probably 'clean'. It's too 'clean' to be true. -sighs. Ironically, i've just asked Jason to open his door and not lock himself up in his own world and yet i'm here being emotionally fucked up. This is the world isn't it? Was talking to the girls in messenger just now and adeline asked me about our relationship. I've told her very little. They've thought that we're loving couples and quarrels are rare. But i corrected her, don't judge a book by it's cover. Actually there's so so so many things happening between the two of us, it's just that i didn't voice it out. Anyway, thanks for concerning (: Baby, tell me why does it still hurts so much. 3:12 AM · Wednesday, May 09, 2007 Love this picture! Cause it's so white! AND YOU CANNOT SEE MY FACE(tt's the point) =\ I'M HERE TO UPDATE!. Today went to watch "The Phantom Of The Oprea". It's fabulous. OMG. I simply love it so much. (: Their voice is amazingly high. o.O Highly recommanded! Went to school as usual today and guess what. School starts at 9 and i leave home at 905. HAHA. But i still finish 'krapping' my wire. After which i went for an hour break then i'm off to enginnering drawing lesson. Then to break then to lecture then to elp then went for DINNER! ((: -basically that's school. It's always the same isn't it? Lectures, tutorials, lab. sighs, life these few days is hard though. Endless quarrels. It's the world war III period -.- . Talked to shihui today and was talking about the boys. And we realise we're on the same boat. LOL. All "B" guys have the same attitude towards relationship eh? She's also going through some problems but i guess everything's fine now (: Meeting the girls on friday! Just now they text me asking me if i'm ok. Was really puzzled when i recieved it, cause i'm happily watching my oprea at that time. HAHA. So the atmosphere was rather different. Texted back and realise cause they can't manage to find my friendster profile therefore they got rather worried. Probably it's cause i'm always the one who is talking bout what i did in friendster. HAHA. So they least expected me to delete it away. (: anyway i shall stop here. probably more updates soon =\ I'M CUTTING MY HAIR~~~~ 12:14 AM ·