That morning was really an unpleasant one for me. I don’t like it when I log into your msn and I’m appeared blocked inside. Probably in the first place I’m not suppose to intrude your privacy. But I didn’t know why I always has the urge to just log into yours and take a look. Probably like what I always say. I don’t trust you is one thing. Yesterday you said trust is what a relationship need isn’t it? Yes I totally agree with you. Trust is important. But I trust you with everything in the beginning didn’t I? you are the one who actually betray it. You lie to me in the first place. So this is the hint that is telling me that I shan’t trust you that much right? I’m sorry to say all those.But I’m just typing out what I felt. Couple having quarrel is normal. But not normal when the guy lie to the girl. Definitely there must be a reason behind all those lies? Yesh. White lies all of you call it, But can you people put yourself in my shoe and empathize me. I don’t feel good either. Although I’m always the one who is picking up a fight, but at the same time I’m really hurt. I’m the one that is more hurt than him I suppose. You guys won’t know what kind of emotions I’m going through. Don’t tell me that you’ve gone through a long relationship and you understand. It’s hard to explain what state I’m really in therefore I don’t see what you actually understand. (: BUT I appreciate all those concern greetings and questions. (:

<----- This was the post for 25.07.06.

I'm feeling bored now. Very bored. although i'm meeting him for lunch later before he go down to his shi guan. I felt damn bored though meeting him everyday? it's like i can't live without him. zzz. He make me feel so weak. Why? hmmm i didn't know why though. (: .

Can't judge a book by it's cover isn't it? hahas. Photogenic. Gosh. lotsa people have photogenic faces. BUT in real life.. hahahahas.. =x shan't mention much lahs. if not later i kana box =x. hahas.

I'm going for lunch already. I'll probably continue later when i feel like (:

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