Now i realise i'm much happier when my friends are around me. I just felt kind of weird now. Seems like everything is wrong. probably it's me who is the one being sensitive and all those again. Ya definitely it is BUT why will i suddenly have this feeling? You said you're worry, uh huh yes you are but when i called you while i'm walking home you simply asked me to call you back when i reached home. what the fuck? it's like 3am in the morning and i'm walking home alone and you didn't want to accompany me on the phone. What else are you busy with? geee.. I'm just kind of disappointed and wondering if you're really worry or you said it for the sake of saying. What's the rush for hanging up? If you're on the other line tell me... i'll keep quiet and hang up. Not another word. I'm utterly disappointed.....

And i'm wondering if you've really hated him or is it that you've hated him cause he got her. If you hated him for having her then you should ask yourself why she choose him instead of you. Please grow up and think about all these that is happening around you. Why him and not you isn't it? There must be something very wrong that you don't achieve what she wanted. Go think about it. If you really hated him for who he is then ok. i'm fine with it. But another advise, when you hate someone you're making yourself suffer. ((: it's like what kym always say, " hating a person = making myself hurt ". No point~

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