regarding to the last post, i'm really very disappointed at that point of time. even till now i am still very sad lahs. but what can i do? we talked about it for very long yesterday. i've heard alot whether it's true anot i won't know. but i choose to believe. reuben would have sae i'm stupid but you know lahs boy. i'm stubborn. i want it my way. i always pray ((:

5 years of relationship is difficult to let go. i've had a 2 years relationship before and it's already difficult for me so i believe 5 years is even worse. so i don't believe you've totally let her go. even if u say u wanna give her up but ur heart would have alot of 'i don't want' ((: isn't it? although yst i told you alot of things but there's stil one big part of it i didn't say. cos i can only listen and believe whatever you're saying. what else can i say? i didn't know if u're lying or not. so i kept quiet ((: i didn't wan to pick a fight.

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