it's not de end

Tears jus simply roll down after readinh your blog. i was in a confuse state when you ask me to sae 'i dun lyk u' i told ya i lyk u as a brother. i noe you're hurt, v hurt but u did not show. haiis.. i've know you for not a v long time. one mth plus? i can't say i understand u v well. i jus noe ur daily routine tt's all.. and frm de beginning u treated me as a lill sister.. and i've accepted it and regard u as my brother..hmm.. u sae u look forward to the dae when i become a lady? whenever you sae tt.. i'll b wonderin.. alrite.. i'm myself right now.. i dun wanna fake myself as a lady nor i wanna b mature in a sense. when u lyk a person lyk her for hu she is.. =)

the times when i smack u, joke arnd wit you is fun. yeah.. and i enjoyed it alot.. being there whenu need me.. always being bside u to make u irritated.. but.. u jus simply wun get angry.. u've been treating me damn good al these times.. i'm so sorry for always making u worry with al my bruises and stuff.. and oso thank u for always being there for me..

don't always sae that u're a flirt or a bastard. u're not! u are always bluffing urself..is there a need? u dun even have self confidence.. flirt? don't suit u.. u jus fall for a ger easily.. tt's all.. is these call a flirt? i dun tink so.. it's jus a way of handling ur feelings.. the accelator? yea.. i've blog tt jus to tel u... but i tink u're rather stubborn? mayb u tink u're right.. i dunno...

anyway.. i dun wan to lose u .. i told ya b4 tt u haf a place in my heart.. yeah.. but i told ya i'm v unsure remember? haiis.. ya but i'm kinda use to de life wit ya arnd.. =) being there 4 me.. waking u up in de morning.. telling u i'm hurt and telling u how cute choco love is.. al these had been a habit.. u sae u can't live without me.. den y wun u tok to me? is there a need to leave? can't we stil b frens? haiis.. anyway.. i'll respect u bahs.. i'm sorry


MissKim (5.36pm)

5:36 PM ·