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xiaoAi bu yao sad sad le lorx.. hmhmhm.. guys r always lyk tt de bahz.. dun trust a guy totally when u dun realli noe him lorx.. as in dun put in too much.. u wun noe which guy wil hurt u n which guy wil not..=)although u haf new stead liao.. dun give him al ur love..make sure u noe him very well b4 u realli love him bahz? =) *smIlex*.. once u xiang tong liao then dun tink back liao... memories stil can lorx.. if wil make u sad sad de den bu yao tink! kekEs..as for stead everytime go out wil always hold hands mahz? dun tink so bahz.. me and wp sometiems go out oso lyk fren de..-.- *coz he bu hui zhi dongz!* lOlx.. sometimes oso wil gt alittle piss off...hmhmhm..bu yao sad le..=)
hmhmhm..after readin her journal.. sort of tink back to de past lorx.. diongz..den i read til got johnathan didi name.. i chua tio..lolx..hmhmhm..tink back of last time he treat me sianx sianx then tot of he telling me tt if he sianx one ger liao he wil treat her lyk tt? while walking to sch time.. i stil remember wor.. it's very long ago liao.. mid of last yr when we were in our 3rd mth or 4th mth? ya..den he tok to me oso sianz sianz de.. hahaz.. mayb he tired lorx.. hu noes.. hmhmhm.. den we quarrel bout alot of thingys oso wor..jealous here n dere.. me n him is lyk.. diongz..stead for 3-4 daes nia wanna break liao..-.- li hai rite? hahaz.. then quarrel quarrel quarrel.. kekex.. then he jio me tt time i stil lyk alvin de.. lolx.. but then slowly slowly feeling for alvin fade le.. coz wp realli put alot of efforts and feeling to jio me bahz.. tt's how i feel lorx..then he everytime sad sad de.. i c him sad i felt so bad lorx.. then got one time he ask me i accept le..=) i rejected him 3 times le bahz.. then after 1 mth 18 daes... i finalli accepted lorx.. hahaz..frm 18 april 03 i start to noe wad's de feeling of love is le.. kekex.. then i tink back if i stead wit alvin de hua.. mayb it wil b another ai qing tt is nt meant to b bahz..=)..hmhmhm..but mw i'm wit my boi and i'm happy..kekes..last time break alot alot of times..he tsk tsk alot of tims oso..=X..stil remember last yr commendation dae.. me him my jek.alvin went to fisherman bahz.. then they smoke behind me! HMPFT!stil got alot of memories.. haiz.. good and bad..=)..i remember he promise me alot of thingys..but he always deny it..=) but i dunch care! as long as he happy.. i happy lorx.. i tink i put in alot liao.. i've seen alot liao.. and i can confirm i realli do love him..we've gone thru real lotsa..we've embarassed ourselves iN public..we've quArrEls..we've yue ding..and alot.. 1 yr 3 mths is nt short..=) i can't believe tt we stead for so long.. coz in de beginning when i jus started going out wit him.. jek ask me.. wad if he he ask for break.. i sae..no matter wad.. i noe i love him.. jus treasure de time i have wit him.. how short oso nvm.. at least i noe tt i love him and i haf memories..=)..i stil remember violent nights we haf.. when we fought cox of jiawei and stuff..lolx.. our one yr..remember? we broke off?u threw de pressie u wanted to gif away? and i ran home then went downstairs to find it again.. but u walked back and sae u left it outside my door..=) i cried after reading de letter u gave.. sadx lorx..then he everytime de face black black wan.. dun lyk my frenx..but then actualli he oso dun lyk tt wan bahz? =) wo bu zhi dao..kekex..got one time we broke off.. i wanna break de bahz.. then joyce they all come to me n ask wad happened.. then alot of them sae he change alot for u .. y break wit him..lolx.. i'm realli touch lorx..he realli change alot for me.. realli.. he quit smoking when i sae i dun lyk..he love de beach when i brought him there..he love it when i sae i love him..i love de way he tap my head and suan me..when he stroke my hair when i cry..hug me when i tel him bout thingys tt bother me.. kiss me when i ask for it..=X hahaz..lOlx..i realli do love him..=)i may nt b a very nice ger.. but to u i mux realli b a very nice ger..=x hahaz...

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