Po, you're finally home.
I can still feel your presence.
It's like you're still here with us, you're still upstairs.
When I looked at you now, i'm not use to it.
For the past one week i've been there watching you trying hard
But now there's no more breathing.
Po,
We'll take care of gong.
Rest in peace.
We miss & love you.

06thseptember08 ; 1:47pm

I just feel like ranting , so if you're not interested please feel free to click on the little red 'x' on the top right hand side of your screen. (:

For the past few days, we've been in and out of SGH. Nothing nice about it. It's just super tiring and worrying. Hate that feeling.

During those long hours there, we joke around and talked about everything that had happened within the family all these years. We talked about our childhood and i extremely wish to turn back time when everybody is so healthy and playful. Every week without fail we'll gather at 7 roysth road and play with each other. Those times were priceless memories. (:
Times when we played:

Musical chairs ,
In and Out the cherry window ,
Balloon Fights ,
Swing ,
Daydream at popo sewing room ,
What is the time now ,
Doctor Doctor ,
Lion dance ,
Hide under the bed ( just to chit chat ) ; it's not a bad place =D ,
Teacher Teacher ,
Pick Saga Seeds ,
Hide in auntie room play children way of mahjong ,
Throw paper aeroplane from popo sewing room ,
Play paper boat at the drain after rain ,
the list goes on and on. . .

I remember the other time when we took our one and only WHOLE family photo. It's so excited, nervous and so. Afraid that the cameraman couldn't see your face so we took yellow pages and stand on top of it to make ourself look taller. HA. that time popo&gongong looked so much younger, so much healthier. Now, whenever I go up to popo house I'll just sit at the dining table and look it. awww, felt so empty inside. ):

Unpleasant stuff happened within the family as well. Well, there's always black sheep in the family. Yeah, but i'm not going to elaborate much about it. Some stuff are meant to be kept inside. (:

Whatever it is, now i'll just pray for everyone's safety and health. Especially for my popo&gongong and Ahma.
Po, i know it's difficult but you're trying very hard to hang on. We know. just make yourself feel comfortable and don't force yourself too much. It just hurts when we see you like that. Just get well soon alright (: . We'll all give you all the support you need. YOU KNOW THAT! =D

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