xiaogongzu is history.MissKim is the present. N MdmKim will be the future =))

2011-07-02T00:07:00.003+08:00

I know probably there's no one following my blog already but i just have a urge to blog. Last post was quite sometime ago,last November? Anyway, life goes on isn't it? (:

School's starting in a week time and it's the last year that i'm gonna be a couch potato. It's a whole new world out there for me end of next year. Sounds kinda scary but what to do? It's life and you got to go through that in order to grow up? Tsk. The thought of getting out of my comfort zone, fighting for survival SOUNDED SO SCARY.

One day, i was out with a friend and there's this one moment, i turned to her and told her " hey you know what? i envy my cousin who doesn't have to work. Get a degree and then get married and then be a housewife." She actually knocked my head and laughed at me.HAHA.i know right. Naive thought. But seriously speaking, i've got this crazy ambition of being a successful housewife and probably everyone knows about it. i even told my dad about it and he actually used that to make fun of me till now.(roll eyes)

Sigh. i better not think about it for now. Gotta have a good night sleep. Haven't had one since i don't know when =|

2010-11-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

I don't know what happened or what kind of people are you like but what makes me curious is why everybody seems like they doesn't like you? I find it really heartbreaking to see you like that and nobody care. But I can't do anything to help. Whenever i talked about you or tell others that you called, they'll tend to be really disturbed and told me off. Saying that you are a liar and you took everything for granted that nobody cares anymore. And they don't want anything to do with you.

Somehow, those stuff I heard made me kind of dislike you as well. Whenever you call and i picked up i regret straight after. Cause whatever you said are just pain to my ears. And you made it sounds like everybody else around you is at fault and they owe you. Tsk. Sometimes i really wonder what is this all about.

When I'm little I thought we'll all live together in the future and everything will be so peaceful and stuff. But I'm wrong. Probably life's like that. All I can say now is take care...

2010-11-04T12:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night I've been reading about Darren Ng Wei Jie news all over google and i felt really sad for him and his family. He's only 19! Haven't even enjoy life yet and he's gone.

This news really shocked me as it happened so near to home and this isn't the first time i heard about such news happening in Pasir Ris. Once, it even happened on people who i know. scary isn't it? Kids nowsaday are just crazy, they act without thinking of the consequences.

I've saw faces of the murderer and they don't even look like they are in their early twenties. They look more like they're in their late twenties. I don't think they even feel remorse about Darren's death. I'm wondering how can a staring incident lead to death. tsk. I'll probably die on the street someday unknowingly. And that scares me.

2010-10-28T20:50:00.003+08:00

Whenever i read the news, it never fails to make my heart skip a beat. It's just so scary knowing that your neighboring country suffers from so many disasters. Death tolls increases day after day with so many people still missing. The question of 2012 never fails to pop into my mind after reading those news. It seems like everywhere is damaged and financial crisis are bound to surface again.

Singapore is lucky to have always been a safe country despite of the haze and minor floods. I feel so fortunate to at least be safe here in my own comfort zone with friends and family around me.

All those news on papers really had me thinking about my own life. Perhaps I've taken everything around me for granted but i'm not going to do that anymore. All the disasters reminded me that i should cherish my love ones around and also how unpredictable one life is.

p/s: All this just somehow struck me after i've read the papers about all the disasters that's happening around the world.

2010-10-23T14:21:00.001+08:00

Dedicating this post to my beloved boyfriend, Eugene Swee.

One year anniversary just passed! This means that we are together for a year already. How time flies.. I remembered very clearly those days that we have yet become a couple. The first meet up after so many years of not contacting each other was with yucheng at the basketball court watching you guys play basketball and then bowling after at e-hub. And that was the day I confess…
Although you said you need time to cool down from the previous failed relationship but we still meet up often. And sparks started to grow from then on. And we finally got together one year ago at tanjong beach.

I’ve never thought that I’ll fall for you in my entire life and when I came to realize I actually did I was really surprised by that thought. After getting together, the things that you do and the things that I did make me feel so wanted. I don’t know how to put it into words but it’s just a feeling that felt really comfortable with you around.

In this one year together, we did a lot of first time together. All the ups and downs really made me learnt a lot about myself. I’m known for my bad temper and sensitivity but after all those quarrels, it had me thinking about that and I realized I can’t live with all those faults. I tried changing into somewhat less sensitive with better temper and I believe I kind of did it. I’m proud of it and of course I hope you sense the difference. (: I did it all for the one I love and to keep this relationship going.

We planned a celebration for our one year together at hard rock hotel Singapore. It’s something that mean a lot to me because we really did all this together. The planning and everything (: I enjoyed the stay there although it’s only one night.
Voyage de La Vie at night is really amazing. It means “journey of life “, although we only spent one year of our life together but there’ll be a whole life time of it together. So it somehow relates (:

The surprised you gave me is something I won’t forget. It really made me crying just by watching the short clip and I really really didn’t expect the ring from you. I was really touched. Thank you my dear.

You’re the best thing that can ever happen to me, always there when I’m down, always there to tell me there’s always a way to things. Appreciate those things that you’ve done and that you’re going to do. Let’s make those plans that we planned for happen alright (:

Love always,
Kimberly

2010-10-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

Another two paper and i'm done with exams. Stress is really something that i've tried to overcome for so long but i still fail. Whenever it comes to exam, i'll sure cry at least once.I've never been this stress for exams when i'm in poly. Sighs. I just hope i pass this semester and then proceed to the degree program. :)

2010-10-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

Finally, i've booked the Voyage De La Vie hotel package. Initially i wasn't that much looking forward to it but after booking it, woah, the excitement just started gushing to me. Now, i'm all excited about it. Can't wait for exam to be over! :D

Went to gramps place today to celebrate gonggong 87th birthday. I reached pretty late so by the time i reached most of them are going back already. And it's monday tomorrow, so, they got to sleep early as well. (: It doesn't matter la! next time (:

Was watching MRS LKY tribute. awwwww, so sad! i saw one of the video which showed that she stopped one of the interview of LKY and helped him clean his forehead. Awwwww, so sweeeeet. It's like both of them are so old already and they're still so loving. I hope i'll be like them when i've reached that age. (:

2010-09-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time~ I'll log into blogger and start typing here is because laoda and the rest are talking about blogs. And i was thinking when is the last time i actually log into blogger and start blogging.

Blog has been really boring for me nowsaday. I didn't know what to blog about. I read through some entries and realised how irritating i am. Blogging about all my anger in my relationship or how lovey dovey my boyfriend is. ( although he really am ) heehee. I know he'll probably be smiling to himself when he sees this.

Ok, here goes...

Life has been rather the same for me, skipping lessons, panic-king for exams, putting on weight.
Recently i've been thinking alot about my life. I've heard alot about other people's life, about how they want it to be. How they want their partners to be like. Tsk, i don't know why am i blogging all these craps. It just came randomly.

Oh, the other day i'm really curious about how the HDB balleting and stuff goes about so i entered their website and CHECK it out. After which, i told ES about it , he laughed at me. I laughed too though. Come to think about it, it's quite a funny sight for me researching on that cause i never thought i will enter that site for my own interest. Probably everyone around me is either getting married or is married, that's why i'm feeling the stress to kinda fit in. Not literally fitting into the marriage life but fitting into their topic. Even my own group of girls are talking about marriage already! how scary time flies. Previously, all our meetups we talked about the old times, talk about guys and stuff like that. About playing a fool. BUT NOW! it's MARRIAGE. OH MY! I feel old already~

Once, a friend told me " I already accepted that i'm old. Go supermarket got kids call me aunty " She's not even 21 when she told me that. MY GAWD! i can't imagine if that little kid calls me " auntie" I think i'll go into depression for an entire weeeeeek!

Alright, that's probably about all that i'm gonna say now. I know this post is crap without a head start and an ending. Hahas. Goodnight (:

2010-08-09T23:13:00.002+08:00

Sighs. i know this blog is dying without me constantly updating what's happening around. I don't have the time and neither do i have the energy for this. :( Projects and tests are all cluttered together! i hate august thanks to them. :(

This semester seems so short. Projects deadline are like 1.5 months after school reopen and deadlines are only out last week. RMIT is killing us all. BOOOO!

Anyway,Happy birthday SINGAPORE! The long weekend just ended with me having project meeting today. And i'm mentally prepared to have project meeting everyday. Sighs. Didn't expect school to be that tough before. It's getting tougher though. :( I miss being a baby!

2010-06-12T11:45:00.001+08:00

We went on board a cruise! although it's nothing classy and stuff but we gained the experience from it! hahahas! It's the first time i went into a casino. gosh. it's really like those hongkong movie. It's an eye opener though. And i won 50 bucks! hahahas!

2010-05-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

15 May 2010 is juliet jie big big day! Felt so happy for her. I was one of her sisters which means we get to TEKAN the brothers! hahas.

That day start at 7am with all the sound of the horns and it's us rushing downstair to get ready to start our STAGE ONE.

STAGE ONE: Each of the brother gotta wear a bra (with one orange at each side) and a paper panty and they gotta arrange the letter into " i love juliet" - they got to finish all these within 2 mins if not there'll be a penalty! and that is "KIAP KIAP" we prepared a string of those Kiaps clothing clips, we'll randomly clip it somewhere on his body and pull all of them out together. HAHA

STAGE TWO: It's balloon stepping. Within 3 mins. But they got to find the paper with a perfect key on it. All balloons are stuff with paper notes (:

STAGE THREE : We prepared a bamboo stick with strawberry hanging randomly on it. They got to do the limo and bite the strawberry off! (:

We planned nicely and did all the props the night before but on that day they brought someone to spoil the mood. :( I don't think we enjoyed the tekan part. But luckily , all in all we did enjoy la. (: But i guess it'll be much more significant if juliet enjoyed it (: It's her day!

Although during lunch i'm not seated with my mum and dad but luckily kristal and baby's there to accompany me if not i think it'll be damn awkward cause i only know my aunt and uncle. And we don't really have topic to talk about that kind. =

By seeing her getting married, i feel like getting married too. Haha. It's always like that isn't it? They said next will be my turn. Haha. I suppose so unless kristal wanna go first. Hahas. (: When i saw their wedding photos i so wanna go for some shoots as well. HAHA. I just love being pretty. Heee.

2010-05-09T21:07:00.002+08:00

Wed was xlb at suntec and then we're off to the new bridge leading to the IR (: It's beautiful alright. But heels are nasty. Walked too much and i've got like a thousand blisters ):
After the bridge it was us going to the new casino shopping centre to have a look. It's very big , i feel that it's kinda of a waste of space with not much of shops but more empty space. But the view outside it was nice. (:

Anyway, exam's over and now it's time to slack all i want. Life's contradicting luh! Whenever i'm home i felt that it's too bored and stuff. Felt so suffocated but when i'm going out i'll tend to get super lazy. WHAT IS THIS!? :(

2010-04-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

It's another 4 more days to go! After 4 days i can see this devil with pyjamas! Miss him so much! :(

2010-04-15T16:15:00.003+08:00

13 Apr was Riverboat with these people! They surprised me by appearing suddenly! hahas. I thought it was only and me Eugene. (: Thanks people. I love the ambiance there and stuff! Great place with great people and great food is always the best! :D

Aftermath was home sweet home! But they surprised me again by coming up to my house at 12am! But i knew it beforehand! and me and Eugene tricked them by covering the bolster with my blanket and we hid under my bed! wanted to scare but. And stupid May lee crawled all the way in but didn't see Eugene. That's the best part. HAHA. In the end, all of us had a nice SURPRISE! wahahhas

There's another surprise awaiting me on the day i officially turn 21. ES said he'll be bringing to kushin-bo for dinner so i was alright. And when we entered kushin-bo, we were looking for our table and i totally didn't notice my sis and mum when we found the table. i was about to tell him i don't wanna share table. Then somebody said hello! hahas. i was shocked. That really surprised me.! (: After that they bought me flowers and stuff. I was really appreciative towards them but i think i went red. Cause it's so OMG. embarrassing. ! but still. Love them the most! :D

I'm officially 21 now! Totally Not Excited about being TWENTY ONE. But still gotta accept the fact! awww. Birthday ended, which means that exam is nearing. I got to really start mugging. Gosh. But i can't seems to find that motivation to keep me going. :( I gotta try now~

2010-04-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

Went for some art&craft on saturday! YESSssss! Finally! I'm painting some clay! And now i know how lousy Es art is! He's struggling with his model for 2.5 hours! GOSH! just look how small that model is! hahas. Anyway, we had a great time being a kid again! :D

After that, we went walking around looking for food and we bumped into my cousins! They all came out to look for my bday pressie. HAHA. JUST NICE. and we all went to have dinner together! Had some chinese cuisine. AND I'M SO IN LOVE WITH XIAO LONG BAO!!! SEDAPPPPP!

Anyway, today was dinner with eileen and donghao at swensen. Went asking bout redang pricing and did some window shopping. Nice hanging out with them. :D Thanks eil for the ice cream! And not forgetting the super advance birthday song! hahas.

Turning 21 in a few days time. Was rather excited and scare. =\ i don't know why scare. But ya. :D

And! i just love seeing my boyfriend goes all gaga when i said something that embarrassed him! :D

2010-03-30T11:59:00.002+08:00

FINALLY! YESTERDAY MARKS THE END OF PROJ FOR THIS SEM! :D
After project submission, it was xiao long bao buffet with the rest at Holland V :D We spice the place up can! We're not making noise, it's just how we express ourselves. We seriously ate non stop for one hour and laugh non stop the next hour. Shuyu really made my day, she's damn hilarious.

Oh, and not forgetting to mention, i saw Hongyou there too. It's just so coincident! I think we made lotsa of noise that's why he noticed me. HAHA. He actually messaged me asking if i'm at Holland V. Tsk, what a small small world!

After dinner, it was cam-whoring session and aftermath was 'K' at TeoHeng. It was sooooo CHEAP! and it was FUN! Es came over to find me after his LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. Appreciated that, cause he's already so tired and yet he still made the effort to take a bus down to TeoHeng to go home with me (: Thanks darling!

2010-03-22T14:36:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was dinner at a vegetarian restaurant, "ling zhi", beside wheelock. Food there was nice and thanks may for the treat! it's on us the next time! hee. Anyway, after dinner was "how to train a dragon" 3D. It's a nice movie, like seriously. It was an enjoyable time yesterday . Catching up with friends and stuff. Oh ya, we saw MTT too! Sucha a small world, and he actually recognized us!

After movie was home sweet home, Es walked me home as usual. Talked on the way back, talked alot and he kind of got rather worried for me. It was really nice knowing that he really does care (:

And it's the 22nd again! 5 months ago, I was accepting something that will change my life forever, and like what donghao said, i made the right one (:

Es is someone that is different from any of my ex's'.
Yesterday night Es asked me, is he the one that treated me the best compared to B. I know if i said yes, i'm not being honest. Therefore, i told him , B treated me very well as well. It's just that the way you both showed your love is different. B pampered me like i'm the queen of the universe. Unlike you, you didn't pamper me that much, you care alot for me.

You bought me a whole box of pills and medical oil just to ask me to take care of myself without you by my side;
when i'm sick, you came over to my place just to make sure i'm asleep before you take the last bus home;
You made barley for me when you heard i have a voice that's so sexy;

You're just someone that i never imagine that would have enter my life.

p/s : I love you

2010-03-20T11:34:00.003+08:00

I realised secondary school days are really amazing. The way we communicate and the things we do are extremely hilarious to me now. I was bored so i went to easyjournal and read my 2004 post. Hahas. It seriously amaze me by the way i typed those words. It LiKe ThiS MaN. DamN IrRiTaTiNg. The content was pretty amazing as well. With those " wor" , " leh " ..etc...

Those relationship i had when i'm younger is so different from those that i'm going through now.
I remembered those endless quarrels i have almost everyday and those jealousy moment last like forever. Haha. I even remembered people writing explanation letter to me telling me that there's nothing going on between my bf and her. HAHA. Omg. Sounds rather pathetic but ya. IT'S TRUE! :D

Remembered those kisses and hugs i got everyday from all my loves one before the school bell start ringing and we'll stroll slowly to the parade square. Oh, and the thing i can't forget most that happened to me in Secondary was that during the last year of school, i'm still wearing my sec 1 uniform. The thing is, the cloth at my shoulder part always tore apart and i need to go home and ask my mum to sew it back for me. So there'll be like thread all over . And there's once my mum got fed up , she take a piece of cloth and sew on top of it. So when i wear my uniform, it makes me look like one of those " me to you " bear. Hahas. I was so embarrassed about it and kmt and the rest didn't help much! They keep laughing at my shoulder patch! tsk.

The last year of school is really memorable. Had talent night and stuff. I can say i did enjoy my secondary school days and i kinda miss it. :D

2010-03-18T14:52:00.003+08:00

Projects are really boring. I just can't seems to concentrate whenever i read the question paper. Nothing register. I always tell myself that i should start studying from tomorrow onwards. BUT i failed to. Where's my determination!?

Yesterday night i was telling liujun about how i feel inside. I was wondering, why am i continuing this shit when i don't even know what i'm doing. I haven't really go and think about my personal goals and stuff, and i feel like i'm wasting my life away. She was like " huh, why you think like that? " I told her i'm quite confuse la. And i lose my determination, i've slacken. She asked me what if i'm not going to continue then what i'm going to do. Probably, i'll go out to the society and work and really find out what i'm interested in? i seriously don't know what is what now. Everything seems so blurry. I guess I'll have to be determined about what i'm doing currently. Don't want to let my parents down.

Alright, back to reality! Haven't met ES for hours~ maybe days.. Only met him once this week. Tsk. busy schedule uh. =\ Haven't been so long since i didn't meet him. Ha. Alright, i do miss him but sometimes alone times are great as well. (:

2010-03-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

I fuckingly fail my Econs test. Kill me please. I need to work extra hard on exam papers! awww. I hope project helps! like seriously! FML

2010-03-14T14:53:00.005+08:00

Somehow it just struck to me that some people out there just love to make people believe that it's something big when it's nothing. Karma will be knocking on your door soon.

It just upset me knowing words were put into my mouth when i did not say it. And i was accuse for something that i did not do. I believe we have many common friends and probably common good friends. Do you mean that i can't express myself to them? and if i did, it meant something bad will reflect on you? Tsk. I did not even thought of anything like that. I was just merely expressing my thoughts, letting them flow wildly. Somehow, i want their opinions to calm me down and make me think of the alternatives.

You didn't care how i feel and just accuse me deeper. At first, i thought the bond between us will somehow recover. But you made me feel otherwise now. I even thought of messaging you the other time to apologise. But after seeing those hurtful stuff you said, i fought back those thoughts. I know your shadow will asked you not to care or tell you that this type of friend don't worth your time. But let me tell you this, if you want to make it right you can. You don't need someone to tell you what to do.

I believe in you and i believe our friendship isn't that weak.

I know if you were to come across this, you'll get angry by the way i talked about your shadow. You don't have to i guess, cause i feel that everybody feels differently about people. And i'm not afraid of telling you that i don't like her and i don't like the way she do things. It doesn't matter if she turns her back on me, i couldn't care much. But to you, somehow, deep inside, i don't want to let go of a friendship that used to be so strong.

2010-03-11T22:10:00.002+08:00

Somehow, i feel that it's not the same anymore. After the last quarreled we had, everything seems to change so much. No more connection , maybe? I felt so much distant from you already, i guess our friendship isn't that strong. I've been rather affected by the thought of us being stranger. sighs. I guess time will heal all wounds.

2010-03-08T02:18:00.003+08:00

Finally, Tomorrow is the day for MCS project submission. At least one down! And i realised, law sucks ttm. So many words! Whenever i wanna read it, i'll feel damn sleepy. Ok, maybe when xu daoli saw this, he'll go, " not only law that makes me sleepy~". HAHA. YA! but still~~~~ BORING!

Anyway, i finally created my facebook event for my 21st Birthday! :D Proud of myself for not being that lazy anymore. Was wondering how i want it to be.. Hmm. And everybody had been coming up to me asking what i want for my 21st~ I seriously have no idea! ): . I'll probably go and have a serious thought about it and update you guys again. (:

It's 2.36am now and i'm not asleep yet. Just printed the final product of MCS :D 'm going to go to bed soon! Shan't make my knight in shining Armour wait too long. Goodnight Earthlings

2010-03-02T16:43:00.002+08:00

After taking the 40% financial planning test, i feel so stress.
I suppose i should be stress before the test but no.
I guess it's project that stress me up so much, just hate the feeling of having to do projects.
Deadlines~ Submission~
Seriously, time is not enough.

2010-02-22T20:04:00.003+08:00

I believe we can solve this ourselves.

We don't need you to interfere.

And i see no connection to you.

P/S : No one should interfere into another person problems.

2010-02-20T18:16:00.004+08:00

Universal Studio was nice, exciting and so hollywood. Maybe. Hahas. It's an eye opener for the both of us. We made full use of the 4 hours! we took hell lotsa pictures. Despite of the headache, i enjoyed the company and everything that is around. Seriously appreciated the pair of tickets to universal studio!

Love the streets , far far away area and the egypt area. Nothing like i expected (:

I'll go back there again when it's fully open! But it also make me wanna go to hollywood so much so much! Hur~ Shall save up for Gold Coast first! (:

It's going to be the 4th Month in a day time. Although it's only the 4th month, we felt like we're together forever already. Probably it's cause we did too many things together. (: There's ups and downs but everything can be overcome right? I believe so though and i will

2010-02-17T22:53:00.003+08:00

Valentine's day present was :

a hundred reasons why i love you

i was damn touched that i cried when i flip through that album,

pages by pages.

a pair of tickets to the sneak preview of Universal Studio Singapore

Appreciated that effort of making me believe that you actually

went to find CD when you're at sentosa purchasing that tickets (:

Es, thank you so much.

Appreciated (:

2010-02-07T22:43:00.001+08:00

~~FUCK~~

2010-01-31T19:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was disaster. But everything is fine now. Sunshine after the rain. (:

Darling, i'm sorry for being such a nuisance, asking for those kinda request when i don't want that to happen. I'm really sorry. Won't happen again alright, PROMISE! (: Already can't imagine without having you by my side.

Went tamp one to get Es's new phone and went for the dog show. Ha. The dogs are cute! Aftermath, we went manpuku-ing! Was so satisfied with the food. It made us both happy. Haha. Today was really happy. Smiling without fail. Now he's like happily playing with his new phone beside me, smiling away.. Haha.

2010-01-30T12:34:00.000+08:00

I thought i can, but i can't.

~~It's over~~

2010-01-26T09:24:00.002+08:00

Crap. Whatever i fucking typed just now is all gone for good! Great. Even blogger wanna bully me. How nice. I'm being all emotioinal here just now trying to vent it all out. AND NOW? It's all gone. GONE GONE GONE. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

FUCK MY LIFE.

2010-01-23T11:06:00.002+08:00

Another one week down. It's a tough week this week. ): When celine told me it's saturday yesterday i was so thrilled. The feeling is just so nice, which i don't know why.

Lucky thing is those sick is recovering and those quarreling has patch things up. (:

Mum and dad is busy with the house renovation thingy. They're packing all those things in the additional room (: And next, it's the renovation of my room. wahahas. I've got to go check what i wanna put in my room! and where to put them. I'm so loving it! (:

I'm gonna start mugging tomorrow. Cause Es said he got quiz on monday and gotta study tomorrow. He gave me motivation as well. I can't lose to him! :D Let's mug together...

P/s: the hundredth day is coming (:

2010-01-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

Went to the zoo on sunday with those lovely people in the picture (:

Enjoyed the zoo trip. Seriously laughed alot as well. Although the sun is terrible but it's fun la. Once in awhile is ok.

It's another week of school. Hectic schedule ): Projects are piling up! Damn. I hate projects! Never have liked them actually. Anyway, went home after school today and dad was home already . He got us present and he got mum something good! He bought mummy and himself a LV wallet. ): Why i don't have?! But he's being sweet to mummy! that makes me happy also! hahas. Es, you should learn from my daddy! hahas.

OMG! It's turning 1am already. Ok. Going to bed soon! If not i'll not wake up on time to go to school tomorrow! Goodnight peeps.

2010-01-11T20:48:00.003+08:00

Saturday was rollar blading with es at ecp. He wanted to learn so of course i'm willing to teach (: . But seeing him blade is super hilarious. Esp. when he's so gu niang. Keep being afraid that he'll fall down. Tsk. BE A MAN! :D
After blading was dinner at his place then home sweet home.

Sunday was cerise 21st birthday chalet. Geee. She's 21st already, this means i'm turning 21 very soon as well. How time flies! And es followed last night, he was so... blend in is the word. Haha. Me and Dh felt so weird and shy to like walk around cause we saw alot of friends who we lost contact with and ES actually just walked everywhere taking drinks and food. LOL. He even went to get potato chips. OMG. it's like he's at home. Tsk. And he keep wanna take photographs. He's super thick skin can. LOL. But what to do? He's my BOYFRIEND. FORTUNATELY i should say :D. I bet he must be smiling when he see this.

AND that big man in the photo actually made me so proud! (: He scored the highest for his class quiz! Wheeee. I'm so proud of you Big guy! (: You're great!

2010-01-07T20:07:00.002+08:00

GOSH! I just watched the video of the girl being molested by 4 guys. OMG. While watching that i was so angry la! People can actually surround her to take videos and photographs. What is this? No one is helping her la. What is all these people doing? And where is her friends? Tsk. Seriously, i pity her la. If i'm there, i'll definitely do something. I won't stand there and WATCH la. I believe there's ladies watching them do that. Can't they just put themselves in her shoe. Imagining those indians touching you all over. Grabbing your breast and so on... Tsk.. Said enough. Disappointed and Disgusted.

It's the 4th day of school already. But i still can't keep track of date and time. Ha. School got so boring la. I'm so reluctant to go to school everyday. Lecture this week is rubbish as well. I can't wait for holidays to come already. :(
And after the holiday, alot seems to change. Different people have different mindset eh?

Es is having quiz today. Hope he do well (:

2010-01-01T16:53:00.003+08:00

FUCK! Whatever i've written is gone! AWWWWW. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! ok , enough of ranting.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EARTHLINGS! (:

Welcomed year 2010 in boat quay with those peeps in the pictures. miss them so much! It's been really long since i meet up to party~ (: Yesterday night was really FUN! Laughed my ass of certain stuff. Brought Es along and he blend in very well . He's super hyperactive yesterday. The sight of him last night still makes me wanna laugh. We saw fireworks alright. It's so pretty especially when you're watching it with your love ones around you! It's so sweet! (:

Fuck 2009! 2010 will be a great year ahead! No more trip&fall, no more accidents, no more heartaches! 'Cause everything start differently, unlike those previous year (:

Meeting Klkkk tonight, timbre @ the substation! Hope everything goes well. (:

2009-12-29T14:27:00.003+08:00

Batam was nice (: Very relaxing. And time spent with Es is never enough. The service isn't that great but all in all everything ended well. The view is magnificent. We put fireworks on the first night! It's our first time! Wheee, it's fun to put out fireworks yourself. BUT my first attempt failed! Es told me to like make a wish. Ok i wished, but the firework didn't like shoot up into the sky! it exploded right infront of me -.- Dumb. It's spoilt la! I was so sad! All those Es lighted succeeded except mine! Nvm, we'll have another chance. I'm gonna make it right for sure.

Get-away is over, next up is school reopen. Yawns. School in a few days is rather bored. Initially, i was thinking home was bored i want school to reopen like soon. But now, i'm so used to slacking at home already. so used to being bored. I DON'T WANT SCHOOL TO REOPEN. I DON'T WANT PROJECTS! ):

And i'm so excited about new year eve! Cause i'm celebrating with Pearlyn and gang again! wahaahahs. It's been really long since i really meet them to have fun! I MISS THEM SO MUCH! :D

2009-12-26T10:30:00.002+08:00

Christmas was party at Roysth. It's another family gathering! It turn out better than i expected it to be. Fun(: Everybody is having fun! Brought Es along as well, he was rather quiet. Ha. He said it's the first time seeing them so must be tame. Craps. He's just TRYING to be tame. HAHA :x

Anyway Jin is planning for sentosa this sunday, open to all cousins and bf/gf. Haha. I hope it's a success! I can't wait! Have a blast before Nightmares COME ON THE 4TH JAN!

2009-12-25T00:39:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

2009-12-24T00:33:00.003+08:00

Today is a damn bad day ):

I don't know what's up with today, basically, everybody is out there to piss me off. Totally fucked up. And i was shopping alone in town this afternoon, i saw alot of stuff i wanna get. BUT i controlled! tsk.

At night was meeting Es in hougang for dinner then took a bus down to Giant to get our stuff for tomorrow (:

I was ranting all the way about what a bad day it is today. He was so quiet that i got rather irritated. HAHA. But duh, he also had a bad day at work. So ya. Neutralises it. :x

Anyway, CHRISTMAS IS COMING! :)

2009-12-23T01:30:00.002+08:00

Aidan had a new haircut today! (: Handsome boy i've got there!

Xmas is coming in a few days time. Excited about it already. Heeee. Went to catch avatar today. A must watch movie! Seriously, i feel it's damn nice. Although it's a almost 3 hours movie but i can't feel that i'm sitting on the chair for 3 hours. Haha. rather, i feel that it ended all too fast.

After movie , Es walked me home. He never fails to see me safely inside my house before he hit the level 1 button. No matter what, he'll make sure he send me home, despite of his friend waiting for him at the station. I appreciate that darling.

Oh , i was thinking so hard what happened yesterday. And i finally remembered. Haha. I'm laughing now alright. Cause, while walking home from white sand yesterday, Es said SHIT IT'S GOING TO RAIN. After he said that, it rained. Damn. And we ran! I was laughing all the way and i almost die from all the panting. And we're drenched! And Es screams always made my day. HAHA! He's so girly la, when he screams. Haha.

Alright, i'm going to go get my shopping list ready! we're going giant tomorrow to get stuff for our xmas eve dinner! :D Goodnight People.

2009-12-20T22:21:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was meeting Es after his work. Sent him home to pick up some stuff and before reaching his place, he told me , " my mum confirm asked you, not cold ar? wear till like that "

Haha. Yes yes. She really did ask me once she saw me. We sure understand her! (:

After that was my home. Slack the whole day at home. Es was enjoying DaLang entertainment whereas i was watching teeveeee.. And then we got rather bored and hungry at night therefore we cam-whored! This is only part of it alright, there's more. LOL

Today, there's some dispute. People said, " When two person come together there'll be quarreling unless they didn't communicate enough. " I think it's kinda true though. But after the quarrel today, somehow, i love him more and i know he really do love me alot.

We talked through it (: . And he surprises me by appearing at my doorstep with my subway

cookies when he's supposed to be home preparing to go to bed. (: Thank you darling!

And thank you once again for planning my get-away so ADVANCE and of course my christmas get-away (: LOVE LOVE LOVESS!!! There's so many Thank you i wanna say, i'll probably take one whole lifetime to do so. SO BEAR WITH IT (:

2009-12-16T17:20:00.004+08:00

Met Es yesterday in parkway. Es said i've got to get a hi-card and he's going to bring me to get it. Cause he knows that if he's going to wait for me to do it myself, it's gonna take forever. HAHA

Had my anderson Ice cream there! Wheeee~ But got my karma in the evening. Dreadful cramps.

OH! And something i remembered. Es was like doubting my kindness level! damn. yesterday i helped an old lady alight the bus and he saw, so when i walked over he used the very DOUBTFUL voice and asked me since when i'm so helpful! Damn. I'M ALWAYS SO HELPFUL CAN! tsk. UNDERSTAND ME MORE SWEE TAOLI! :D

Anyway, strolled back to Es place for dinner aftermath. Swee Mummy is so NICE! She cooked Nasi Lemak for dinner! Es said , she knew that i'm coming therefore she cooked so many dishes. Ha. ES, SHE LOVES ME MORE THAN YOU! :D don't get too jealous alright! She still loves you, just that she loves me more! wahahahas.

I introduce 林逹浪 to Es yesterday. He's very evil! He keep laughing at my new friend! tsk tsk. But Es enjoyed his entertainment!

P/s : I can't wait for x'mas! I can't wait to give away all my presents! I wanna see all of their happy faces! (:

2009-12-15T04:27:00.003+08:00

Just got back from kite flying. It's really windy! And Es got really happy cause finally he flew his kite! (: He was so happy at first then suddenly, he realised he's not holding onto the string anymore -.- The kite somehow flew away and he went to search for it. It took him so long! And i was so worried something might happen. He scare the hell out of me. Thank god he came back (: WITH THE KITE OF COURSE!

Eugene Swee Taoli is my SUPERMAN! LOVE LOVE LOVES.

P/s : We didn't do our new year resolutions today! >:(

2009-12-14T18:48:00.005+08:00

HaHa. Was watching ' Hi, my sweetheart ' today. And he seriously make my day. But as time passes i seriously got the urge to slap him. His hair is just so irritating! Tsk. Episode 7! i'm waiting~

Conversation with Es the whole day was about the show. Ha. And he said he know how to make me happy the next time, act toot. HA. I can't imagine Es with that mushroom head. I'll probably laugh till i got cramps all over :D

It'll be picnic and kite flying with Es tonight. He's on leave tomorrow. But i'm so lazy to prepare food. Maybe i shall do it SOON. Yawns

2009-12-14T01:02:00.003+08:00

This is what happens whenever i'm chatting online with Es. He made me crazier (:

Weekend is wasted by staying at home. But i've recover from whatever shit i'm suffering from past few days!

I'M A HEALTHY BABY AGAIN!

p/s : Estl, When are we going to move our ass and do our new year resolutions?

2009-12-12T18:41:00.003+08:00

It's time to sit down and really think about my new year resolutions.

What i wanna achieve in 2010?

I really ponders upon that question.

2009-12-11T20:38:00.003+08:00

Life just sucks

when

Agitation and Flu Combines.

Words are always contradicting, always.

~~Do opposite.~~

2009-12-11T10:15:00.003+08:00

Christmas is coming~

IT'S THE SEASON OF JOY I SUPPOSE?

~~BUT WHERE'S THE JOY!? ):~~

2009-12-05T11:16:00.003+08:00

Thursday was meeting up with SIM peeps. Supposedly, after i checked my result i didn't want to go out already. But they psycho-ed and alfred was kind enough to come pick me so i went out. Ha. Didn't regret going out la! Initially, our plan failed in the afternoon due to the rain, i felt rather bored. But all ended up well. We went mind cafe and then after that we went back to barrage for kite flying! we still manage to fly our kites alright! hahas. Flying kite at night is really nice. I think i'm going to do it again. (:

Yesterday when Es asked me if i have the money now where would i wanna go. I told him maybe bangkok? And he was like then let's go bangkok, he can pay first. I was like. eh? Don't want. Unless he's going to pay for my shopping as well. HAHA. Yesterday was kinda moody, was supposed to meet him but in the end i cancelled it off. I just kept thinking of the dream i dreamt about yesterday, it really freaks me out ):

But i hope wii today with Es would be fun! We plan to wii throughout the weekend. Cause i'm like so broke already. Haha. tsk tsk. I hope school start soon. I'm like nua-ing at home ):

Dad : I'll hire you to paint the house soon.

Me : And how much would i be paid?

Dad : 20 bucks per day

Me : WHAT!? HELLO .. only 20?! ):

Dad : It's your own house.

Me : Even though..

Dad : Why not you pay me and i paint then?

Me : Alright, i'll paint, 20 bucks deal.

Es said my dad is funny -.- And when i'm on the phone with him my dad came and disturb. He was like saying i can't multi-task and he said i'm sitting on my brain and stuff , that stupid Es laugh and laugh . He just love whatever my dad says about ME! ): Guys~

2009-12-03T02:50:00.002+08:00

Went to Vivo for their fireworks display. They're really beautiful. After seeing those fireworks display , i felt happiness (: Es felt it too! Wheee, and he's happy alright. Another surprise! (:

'm not feeling very well already. Inhaled too much paint today. tsk tsk . Hate it.

Result's coming out in less than 12 hours. Man~ Madness... I'm scare~

2009-12-02T16:59:00.002+08:00

Monday went to wait for Es to end school. Was sitting at the bus stop from 9. i'm afraid i'll miss him so i waited at the bus stop. Knowing that he won't call me immediately after class. LOL. And i'm right can. He really didn't call me till he reach the bus stop. And luckily he saw me. WAHAHAHAs. he was surprised! He's happy. hahas.. (:

2009-11-30T09:23:00.002+08:00

Met up with Celine and gang on tuesday for lunch and bowling! supposed to ice skate BUT change of plan in the end. But we still enjoy! There's only 7 of us, agnes and miao couldn't make it. ): . Anyway, we're going kite flying this coming thursday! Hope the weather's on our side.

Last week was out the entire week. We met may on thursday, supposedly to get wii games so es and i could spend the public holiday at home playing some games. But LEE DA GE lend all his games to his friends. HAHA. so we've got none left. Nah, it's ok. We still had dinner and endless topic to talk about. :D

Public holiday was meeting up with yucheng for dinner in town. Met up before he go botak. HAHA. That day was a draggy one. Q-ed for dinner for almost an hour and then walked from cathay to fareast. I enjoyed the walk! Cause es's taking photos of the lighting and ME! hahahas. Saw Celine when we're on the way to cathay! got rather excited and laughed at. HAHA.

I saw Claire when we're on the way to fareast as well. (: It's been so long since i meet up with those few.

Es starts school today! tsk tsk. He's going to be so so so tired ):

Last night was rather scary. He's angry with me. First time i see his charcoal face for so long. The reason for him being angry was rather silly, so ya. But (: Everything's fine. We're still happy.

Results are coming out this week. Somehow i don't wanna know. SCARE~~~

2009-11-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

Went to Singapore flyer on the 22nd. (: That day was an enjoyable one! Happy One Month Darling.

In the day, we went town to do some shopping which really used up alot of energy. Es haven't been shopping since i don't know which century therefore he's buying and buying and still buying. He's quite satisfied with what he got that day (: . And i am too! I got my agnes b Bag. (:

Aftermath, we went to the flyer. The view was magnificent. Es said he didn't know Singapore was so beautiful. HAHA. Ya i didn't know that too. The light made them pretty as well.

Went Pulau Ubin today! Tired but fun. Despite of all the sweat and drizzle, we enjoyed. Laughed, talked, sing, pant. All in all it's nice. And those hours there, we felt like we're living in our own world cause there seems to be just the two of us on the island itself. Hardly see anybody pass us. LOL. We took hell lotsa pictures. Jump shots, scenery, yada yada yada..

Alright i'm done blogging. I'm so going to bed.

P/s: I want to see you everyday as well! (:

2009-11-18T12:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday the 5 of us, pearlyn, eileen, donghao, shuying and me went to catch the meteor shower at changi beach at 3am in the morning. Before that, we went to changi airport to actually just slack. HAHA. just walk around and i love jump shots! lol.

Meteor rain was awesome! we actually saw it! COOL LA! at first i don't have high hopes, but when i saw the first meteor i got rather excited. LOL. And i looked up from 3am to 6am. IMAGINE. lol. my neck is trained! don't play play . lol. 5am is the peak! 5.48am to be accurate! (: We left at 6. Satisfied.

I shall go and research and see when will asia be lucky again. Es was complaning about me not bringing him this time. And he's jealous! ENVY ME! hahahas. :x ok i shall stop. I'll get killed if i continue. :D

2009-11-16T10:16:00.002+08:00

It's the 6th day of freedom but i'm so bored. I burnt my weekends by napping throughout. Sleep is so difficult and not enough recently. I'll just wake up everyday by 830am. This sucks. I want to sleep late and wake up late. ):

Yesterday drove to find Es. I just feel so restless without seeing him for so long. Felt empty ): . But i feel so much better after i saw him yesterday! This period isn't good eh? Both having PMS. tsk tsk . But i guess everything is gonna be back to normal right darling? (: And i wanna see you everyday till you get sick of me! :D

Holiday just started but timetable for sem2 is out. And most of my lesson is 12-3pm. Half of the day gone just like that. Yawns. And i'm taking commercial law next sem. tsk tsk. i can't imagine. I think i'll go crazy. And sem2 ends on march 31st. Which is exams period after that =\ . Man~ 21st birthday just gone like that. Hate it ): . Nvm, maybe i shall carry on with my backpacking plan after exams. (:

~~Memories can't be erased nor replaced.~~

2009-11-13T12:27:00.002+08:00

Exam's over! I thought it's time to really rest BUT all the hacking and drilling at home make it impossible to even sleep longer in the morning. tsk tsk.

And finally, after 4 days ES lose the bet and came to meet me. (: Although it's only for 10 short minutes but at least i get to see you and feel your warm hands again! AND stop bullying me and make me cry at night! Hate you for that ):

Just finished Mitch Albom new book " have a little faith " . I would say it's fantastic. I've always love his books. I cried while reading all of his books. I'm probably too emotional, but i just can't stand reading bout this good guy die. And the eulogy was so...

" Well, you were our finger, wagging out the window. How much good have you done simply by the bad we have not? Many of us here have moved away , taken new addresses, new jobs, new climates, but in our minds, we kept the same old rabbi. We could look out our windows and still see your face, still hear your voice on the wind. But where do we look for you now? We look where you have been trying - good, sweet Man of God - to get us to look all along. We look up. "

2009-11-07T23:45:00.003+08:00

It's getting harder to breathe. I really can feel exam stress. sighs. Study kinda tie me down alot. Tuesday will be the end of exam AND i want to really relax. Make use of the holiday to rest. Tsk. And i think i'm falling sick again. I'm sneezing like mad now. Tissue became my best friend once again. Sick and tired of all the sneezing.

After friday paper, i've got the "exam's over" kind of feeling. This is bad. I'm only half way to FINISH and i've already got the I'M DONE WITH IT feeling. Gosh gosh gosh. KIM WAKE UP. ):

~~p/s: Life's unfair. One can't juggle friendship and relationship equally.~~

2009-11-01T16:03:00.002+08:00

It's Pearlyn's birthday celebration again. This means another year had pass. It feels like i'm blogging about her last year birthday just yesterday. That night we went for Ramen and then it's off to Bardot. As usual, alcohol. The start of next year shall be alcohol free for all birthday. I HOPE. hahahas.

I'm going crazy mugging. I studied but nothing seems to really go into my head. Why is this so? Sighs. Es taught me how to memorise stuff yesterday. It did help though. Thanks darling (:

How i wish exam's over and i can enjoy all i want. No need to have exam stress. There goes my sigh again..

Pearlyn Khoo is reading Breaking dawn AGAIN. awww. she made me miss my edward so much so much. ): How i wish i can read all i want too. Exams faster go away. shoo shoo shoo. Ok. i guess i'll just go back to my books for now.

2009-10-30T02:15:00.002+08:00

Went mugging early this morning, and then it's meeting ES in the afternoon. He've got half day. (:

He came and pick me up at tamp and then we head to psb to drop his chq and yada yada yada.

Airport aftermath (: I just love staring at the airport runway and do nothing. The feeling is like WOAH! :D. we I camwhored! hahhas. i forced him to take lotsa photos with me. heeee

After that we went for POPEYE! wheeee. finally Craving satisfied! Next craving will be..... Haven't think of it yet. hahahas

After popeye we took a bus back to my area. And i insist that we take photo with my instax mini SO we went to the park. Although the atmosphere at the town park isn't good but the pictures turn out not bad and we decided on something! wahahas. I find him so sweet! Anyway, i'm gonna keep that little sweetness to myself! hahahas. :D

2009-10-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

It's daddy's birthday again! Another year has just passed by like that. Poof. Went serangoon garden for steak. I don't like the atmosphere there, i'll probably won't go back to the steak house again. tsk tsk. But all the conversation and stuff makes everything warmth. (:

Told daddy about ES. First time telling daddy so soon, and i like the feeling. Daddy was encouraging enough. But as usual, he don't want me to put in too much. He said he don't want to see me tear for a guy anymore. (:

Daddy asked about ES and stuff. The feeling of me telling him stuff about what is going on in my life feels good. And daddy said, healthy relationship is good. Just open your eyes bigger , i'm not going to be 20 forever.

Kristal got a new gadget to play with la! damn cool. Everytime daddy come back from his trip, kristal's always got something to play with. Damn. I'm so going to ask daddy for presents too. hahahas!

P/S: I miss ES!

2009-10-27T09:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FOREVER 28 BIRTHDAY DADDY! I LOVE YOU! KISS KISS

It's 5nov09. It's next thursday. It's 9 more days. It's Dooms Day.

I'm counting down to dooms day already. tsk tsk. Sad life.

Yesterday night was study at ecp with ES. He went jogging while i study at mac. Didn't really had anything knock into my head. Damn. And i did something really disappointing. I know i shouldn't do it but still, i did it. I felt damn lousy after i looked at it. Laugh at me people, I love making myself feel bad. tsk. But, i'll get over it even if you didn't find out. I'm good at comforting myself. HA.

Meeting vivi for mugging session at 10! gotta chao. MISS HER LA. :D

2009-10-25T15:41:00.002+08:00

It was vivi surprised party yesterday. It was a success! Initially when she was blindfolded and was led into the room i laughed non stop. Her reation when someone touch her is totally FUNNY.. HAHAHA. You know the feeling of having to laugh in silence is damn torturing. OMG. When she can see , she was stunned. HAHA. Her facial expression was super blur. hahas.
ES was like telling me he also want this for his bday. HAHA. Hinting me already. But too bad, my birthday come first! :D

After that was Night Safari with ES and his friends. Night Safari was a disappointment! Damn. Felt so stupid wasting the money there. I felt so guilty for not enjoying so much, cause ES brought me there when i said i wanted to go there. Sorry baby! Anyway, aftermath was mind cafe and bq. Forfeits and games. Haha. Neutralise it all la uh! Had fun afterall. Reached home at 7am this morning, supposed to wait for ES to reach home and go to bed before knocking out. But the moment i got onto my bed, i doze off. And i just recieved ES message at like 10 going to 11 telling me he's going to bed. =\ I felt Bad for sleeping so early la! Man~ .

Alright, exams are coming in one an a half weeks time. Kim, STUDY! FOCUS. Time to play has stop! so study for the 4 papers and it's vacation ! i'll seriously let loose. HAHA. Vacation Vacation Vacation~ :x

KIM STUDY

2009-10-23T20:21:00.003+08:00

Vicool, Happy 19th!

I bet you enjoyed the whole day at sentosa today! (:

And

I'm anticipating for night safari tomorrow (:

It should be fun!

2009-10-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

In the early morning of 22nd oct 2009 there should be meteor shower! but we don't get to see it. Nvm, " we've got a whole lifetime to catch it "

I'm feeling really bliss having you by my side. (:

Es, I just love you for being you. It's that simple.

2009-10-20T16:26:00.002+08:00

Today, a "genius" told me this,
"Things are for us to think and not jump into conclusion"
And i find it's a ridiculously AMAZING phrase. I LOVE IT!

Yesterday was the first day i start my mugging session!. It turned out well and aftermath i went to meet ES. (:
Enjoyed the moment.

Alright. Today was meeting vi for mugging session again. But vi wasn't feeling well after a few hours so send her home and i headed home. And now, i'm here blogging. hahas. I BLOG CAUSE OF SOMEONE! PLEASE BE HONOURED. lol I KNEW YOU'LL SEE THIS! :D
AND I LOVE YOU LA! MURDERER! hahahas

2009-10-17T14:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a fruitful day. ((: Despite of my sexy voice, i went out the entire day till 4am in the morning. I didn't go clubbing nor drinking. I was driving around singapore, wasting petrol. HAHA.

Yesterday was school in the morning, psb, sakae, bowling, Kallang, Bowling again, Marina barrage. ((:

Yesterday, we talked. I told him some stuff that i felt few days back. I felt so much better and i felt a pinch of sweetness from him to me. (:
Although, it sounds/looks kinda funny BUT i'm loving the way we are now. I'm so going to miss you today and tomorrow. ): I'm suppose to wake you up this morning BUT i doze off! damnit. I doze off at 540am. They just doesn't allow me to wait for another 5 mins ): And i regret having this stupid voice. When you called this morning to say goodbye i couldn't force my voice out. Hopefully, when you call tomorrow night you'll hear my lovely voice again! :D

I guess it's sabai tonight. Jianhong last day of freedom before he become a CHANGED man. I don't understand why isit that difficult. It sounds like it's the last day on earth. The next is hell. HAHA. It isn't that bad after all isn't it? When i told ES about it, he was like, Why does people make it sound like they're not going to enjoy life anymore. HAHA. even if you enlist, there's book out day what! and it's only 2 years of your life! It'll pass quite fast! (:

2009-10-13T18:51:00.001+08:00

It's gonggong birthday on sunday! Almost all of us were there to celebrate! :D It's so warm to all get together! After the celebration, we, cousins gathered for drinking session. HAHA. card game. Darn fun. We started at around 9 plus till 2am in the morning. damn cool. Had alot to laugh about. And Shijin talked about the past, when we're young. damn funny and embarassing! OMG. i told ES about it and he laugh like nobody business!

shall update again! i'm going out for movie! AWWW hate the cramps! BYE!

2009-10-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was May's 21st chalet. (: Not all 4 of us was there. When she's cutting cake it's only me and kmt. It's getting smaller isn't it. ANYWAY! we still had fun.
wii in the afternoon, buffet and bbq at night, cake cutting, traditions, CATCHING ; one by one got thrown into the pool, bbq, games, mahjong. Haha. When it's mahjong time i only played one round and i can't stand it anymore. i KO-ed.

Just went over for BUFFET again. It's Jay's 1st birthday! This year seriously pass very fast. At a blink of an eye, Jay is already 1. Damn cool. (:
His birthday cake is seriously damn cute. But it's damn expensive. I was saying to them that my 21st birthday i also wanna make it like that. HAHA. but it's like f-ing expensive. =\

Ok. my brain is dead. So talk later :D

2009-09-30T19:42:00.006+08:00

AhMa,

it hurts to see you like that.

Plainly by listening to how's your condition is, hurts already.

I'm not going to ask you to hang on there, i don't want to be selfish.

We don't want you to suffer like what you're doing now.

You know we'll always love you.

2009-09-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

Everything comes to an end someday. I should be positive and slowly let go somehow...

Yesterday night did really scare me. Was about to go to sleep when i heard commotion, so i went downstair and i saw my maid calling my grandma repeatedly. And i saw my mum and sis all awake surrounding. And i realised something's not right. She's having breathing difficulty and she's turning blue. So we called the ambulance. ): Unpleasant day to start with isn't it.. sighs.. Life~

I've got this feelings of uncertainty. I don't know what am i uncertain about that's the worse. -_-
I don't know what my mind is thinking exactly. Ha. Whatever it is, i'll try to push everything to the back of my mind (:

Can't be trusted. Two faced monster. tsk tsk.

2009-09-20T03:40:00.002+08:00

Phew, finished on the fschs part. I can concentrate on other projects till the next time we meet for fschs again. At least "one project down". Was really fast. I felt a sense of satisfaction with myself. Project meetng was just yesterday and i finished it today. HAHA. Damn i'm good. =x

Didn't go for the RMIT bash today. None of my girls went. Only alfred went with his friends. HAHA. he spend like a fortune there. ORBI=x. Anyway, i've got a suddenly crave to go to dblo. HAHA. i jio-ed alfred next week dblo he tell me he sure drunk. The drinks are dirt cheap over there, scare nobody send him home. LOL. i offered to throw him in a cab and asked the driver to send him back but he don't want. HAHA. don't appreciate my kindness ):

Nvm. Probably i'll see where is jianhong and guys heading to next week. HAHA. i can join them (:

2009-09-18T21:42:00.002+08:00

Ridiculously Stupid.

That's the only words that i thought of. Seriously, after the girl broke up with a guy do you think that the girl will accept any proposal by the guy? I seriously think that it's a total waste of time. You can try asking but spending a fortune on a thing that you know it's a definite failure is dumb.

And guys words are all so contradicting! At the beginning when the problem surface they'll say " ok i don't care anymore. Different world, it can't work out. decided to give up and move on. " And now? Go and waste a lump sum of money and do something that you know it'll deifinitely not work and cry about it for the whole day. Isit worth it to cry over spilt milk? No point la my dear. Please go and reflect about what you did and stop emo-ing. Seriously, i'm wondering why are there such a ridiculously stupid person living on earth.

Enough of this ridiculously stupid human being. Let's start ranting on another ridiculously human coming from another part of the globe.

At the beginning, he said, "I think lectures are all rubbish. Assignment is the most important thing other than exams. We gotta finish it asap and we gotta do it till the extent that the lecturer can't find any fault." Ha. Actions speak louder than word my friend. Did you apply it to reality? I doubt so.
We are quite unhappy with you and your ICA stuff already. I hope that you take those project seriously. If it's not gonna affect any of our marks , you're not my problem already. You can just don't come for project meetings or whatsoever. BUT your part is gonna affect all of our grades therefore we've got to do whatever we're doing now, which is unnecessary, for you. If you really go over the limit, we'll not hesitate to go to sharon. I'm SICK of people like that, totally sick. Cause of people like that, i got a scar on my thigh. I'll never forget. Lesson learnt.

P/S: Pardon me with this post , i'm just ranting about those funny creatures i've met on earth. (:

2009-09-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

I've been thinking about some stuff lately. Kinda confused. I don't know what is going through this head of mine as well. Abit of here and there. I feel like talking about it but i don't know how to start and i don't know how to express myself. So i think it's better to just keep quiet.

School projects have been piling up. Nothing special i guess. And life for me is just projects and study , projects and study. I kinda miss my clubbing days already. AWWW , kim. think straight! You're broke already!
Test is coming and weekends are burn off by doing nothing. Damnit. Nothing seems to go into my head when i look at the notes. bless me on test day.

2009-08-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

What is commitment? I've got a very strong feeling for that some time ago. But now, i wonder how it feel like already. I'm happy being what i am and i'm happy with what i have now. But the thought of that just came into my mind. Was just thinking of what one of my friend told me earlier on during the day time.

And having everyone around you attached is a funny feeling sometimes. But i'm cool~ =D.
Ade birthday ended, and next up is laoda birthday. Probably dinner again, and i haven't seen those two ladies of mine for a very long time. I supposed they have alot to update me with. haha. i can't wait. I've got some interesting facts this morning already, so i assume there's more to come.

When she told me that, i was thinking back. " I used to be like that at the beginning "
hahas. probably, this is a sense of insecurity. I understand. But i seriously don't wish more girls hating me because your current boyfriend was once head over heels over me. ok. I'm being alittle too thick skin, but i guess it's the truth. If that's not the reason then why do you always have that sense of insecurity isn't it? (: I'm a lady myself, i know what's happening inside my head whenever this happens.

Life is just so interesting with all this facts happening everyday. (:
Everyday is full of surprises.

2009-08-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

Someone complained that i always didn't update my blog. Yawns. So i'm here to update la!. It's not that i don't want to update, it's just that there's nothing to blog about. If i were to blog about school it'll be too boring to read. And i didn't go out recently, so... YA! nothing!.

Alright, daddy came back last saturday. I went to the airport to pick him up and we're talking about how am i coping in my current school and stuff. And he suddenly told me something that stunned me. Daddy said, " Now that you're in uni, please bring up your taste in boys". It's so not daddy when he said that. Haha. Daddy's really disappointed in those i brought home previously i guess. But guys are all the same what! Anyway, no time for that now till maybe someone who can touched me comeby. School is draining me.

Jinwei just told me that he's organising a gathering next sat. So i suggest marina barrage! I wanna go there and Vi is having her church carnival on that day at marina barrage as well. So probably we can like one stone kill two birds. hahahas. We can go picnic! and fly kite! And i haven't seen the guys for like quite some-time. The last time when i saw them, all of them have hair. NOW ALL BOTAK! hahahas. and i saw jinwei with his botak head already! Coincidentally in the train! that's like super cool.! i got off at clementi and was walking by the train and then someone called me from inside the train! super cool la. JINWEI WE'RE FATED LA! =D

2009-08-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

School had already started for 3 days. Although it's only 3 hours everyday but i'm still damn tired after lesson everyday. yawns. I guess the journey is damn tiring. And i've gotta wake up damn early. My bio-clock still isn't right. I still sleep at 2am -.- .

Lecture was alright. Irrelevant course therefore i guess i need to self study more. Totally new to me. And i've been reflecting on my poly life these few days after the start of school. I've really wasted 3 years doing NOTHING. -.- Was plainly having fun. lol. I guess i'll just have to buck up now. (:

And even though it's only the 3rd day of school, we've got assignment already and i can actually feel the stress. There's quite a few in lecture that is really damn enthu and wanted to get everything done well and fast. That's why you can feel the stress even more. Anyway, i've got to get use to it. Next week is gonna be another module which means another new assignment i guess. yawns.

2009-07-30T16:29:00.002+08:00

It's thursday. And i'm still thinking if i should go to the bash at butterfac tonight. Kinda reluctant. Yawns. I haven't got anybody to go with me. LOL. sounds like one loner. But yes i am. FOR NOW. lol.

The weather is so nice and yet i'm at home. Damnit. I hate the feeling. I wanna go out and play play play. sweat sweat sweat. Let's see, i left with like 4 days to school reopen. I'm both excited and NOT SO excited. LOL. Excited cause it's something new and not excited cause of the distance. freaking far! Last night alan was telling me " i realised you love travelling long distance. " HAHA! No. I don't alright (:

Yawns. There's nothing for me to blog as well. Nothing much happened recently la. Just that i've got my iphone. Yes, yes. These few days i'm kinda playing with it. hahas. Nothing much though (: . I guess i'll update soon! BYE

2009-07-14T01:37:00.002+08:00

Life's not interesting during the holiday this time. It's just staying at home most of the time. Yawns. Last week was quite eventful. Had bbq at Pasir Ris Park with a small portable pit. HAHA. and it's only 3 person. Crazy but fun. (:

Was sick now. Damnit. Down with flu and cough. Poor me. I've been sneezing so much that i feel like banging my head against the wall.

School is starting in 3 weeks time. Damn recover fast and i want to go for enrollment on the 21st!. Although it's kinda boring but i've gotta do it.Oh ya. And daddy is nagging about me going back to nyp to get my cert. LOL. i'm just too lazy to go back there to collect. yawns. it's such a far journey. damnit. Why must school always be so far away. Hate it.

Had been thinking about some stuff . Feelings just come and go. HAHA. I just couldn't care much about any of those now. I haven't been feeling so neutral for a very long time now. The feeling is rather good. And i don't feel lonely unlike those times when i'm single. I can just leave my phone anywhere without checking if there's any messages or phone calls. HA.

Had reserved my iphone 3gs and 'm waiting for singtel to call or email me to ask me to collect my phone. yawns. Juliet asked me not to complain about how long they took although it's only 2 days. HAHA. alright i'm not desperate. just EXCITED. (:

2009-06-13T06:49:00.002+08:00

It's going to be 7am in about 15 mins. I just reached home from bq. Yes, it's drinking again. Gotta seriously cut down on all these night life thingy. My health is in bad shape now. Felt chest pain for a couple of days this weeks. It seriously scare the hell out of me. ):

I'm so excited about university already. School is commencing on the 3rd of aug. I'm excited about the stuff i'm going to study and the people i'm going to meet. People said, "kim, open your eyes bigger. In uni, they guys are so much better. EDUCATED and RICHER." lol. i agree! We shall see!

Went down to aliwal street today to collect my STUFF from ang boon hwee. It's seriously the end today. I don't want him in my life ever? Stuff happened and i texted him just now to somehow clarify. But as usual, excuses and excuses. Anyway, i'm sick and tired of all his nonsense. For once, i thought he was serious and i don't mind his current situation and stuff. But in the end? Ha nothing but a BIG FAT lie. A few days before you got yourself attached with your current MRS ANG i remembered you saying you doesn't want to give up on me and you'll wait for my answer no matter what? And i told you not to say that cause you know you're just saying it for the sake of saying. You denied and you argued. At that time i was beginning to have the faith back But i got crushed again. And it's final now. Everything that is said and done to me, i'll not remember. Yes, we had beautiful memories together but i'll not want to remember it as well. I don't want to remember you entering my life and ruining it at the end. Like i said, i believe in karma and i think you should too. Probably i'm just not your cup of tea. I don't do shi-guan stuff, i'm not a hard core night-life kinda girl. You just don't like educated ladies i guess. HA
Anyway, although we're done and you're totally condemned by me, i still want to BLESS you and your current MRS ANG.

WOOHOOO. Single life is still the best now till....... i enter uni maybe? HAHAHA. till i found my handsome rich man who appreciate me (:

2009-06-07T14:59:00.002+08:00

after so long, finally! Almost all of us met up for dinner and ktv session(:
It's nice to gather altogether once in awhile. Realised, time passes really damn fast. All graduated le and One by one all of them is going into army.

sighs, this isn't a period of joy for many of us. BUT do stay strong! If i can do it, i don't see why you guys can't (:

Yesterday was steamboat and CR after that. Initially it was bored in CR la. But gradually it gets better. And i'm lazy to continue blogging SO BYE. =x

2009-05-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

Was kris 21st birthday today (: Time seriously pass very fast. At a blink of an eye they're already 21st. Gosh. Anyway, yesterday went to her house for her birthday party. Went around 9 and went off at 2am. LOL. Basically, she had no time to entertain us therefore the few of us sat around talking all the way. LOL. Was having bad cramps last night. Sick. Yesterday only me , may and meiting attended cause ade have some problems. But may lee went off earlier. So we continue to sit there and talked till 2am and off we went. We've drifted, yes, but times that we gather is still so warmth. (: We'll never run out of topic to talk about.

Alright. Going back to work tomorrow. Damn. I'm rather bored la. Cause last week i was home for almost the whole week due to the stupid fever i'm having. Which everybody is so afraid of me for infecting swine flu. -_- Make me so sad can. Whatever~ i've recovered! (:

Things was rather out of hand lately. I'm probably being over-sensitive or maybe it's true that he doesn't care enough. i hope things will get better though.

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了我痛得快死了

2009-04-25T16:57:00.002+08:00

- yawns. I MISS DXQ!

Pearlyn went to sapporo already! and i miss her already. HAHA. damn she'll be there till 7may. ):
Everyday is sundy over there la. DAMNIT. how i wish i'm there with her. HAHAHA.

Alright i was at home yesterday, i'm having this terrible headache which affects my movement. sighs. Am i going to die? lol. I slept the whole day of yesterday. I seriously lacked of sleep! i can manage to sleep for erm..18 hours. HAHA.

I'm going for movie later! wheeee. finally i'm going out. HAHAHA. if not i'll rot at home. AND probably i'll be going dblo next friday! wheeex2 . It's been quite sometimes since i went clubbing. Previously i've been going to pub and sabai very often. LOL. I'm going back to CLUBS. lol. happy happy.

OH YA. i suddenly remembered what happened just now. damnit. I went to pick my sis up at tamp just now and the petrol was like limited already. The light is blinking already but i told my sis nvm. we still can make it home. she told me don't want la go pump if not later mummy want to drive she gotta push car. Damn. Ok. i went to pump full tank. And when i reached home i told my mum that i went to pump full tank she scold me ):
She said " WHY YOU GO PUMP FULL TANK. MAKE THE CAR HEAVY" . wao lao. i pump petrol so you no need go pump lehs. then i said initially i don't want to pump de lo. is Kristal asked me to pump so you no need to push car. She said Don't pump ma. still can drive de la. Wao, i LL. nothing to say. Want to be helpful in the end kena scolding. Super sad ):

2009-04-19T13:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was crewroom again. YES again. hahahas. But yesterday night was Pearlyn's 'farewell' gathering. LOL. she's going to 'MARRY' to japan for 15 days. LOL. the guys said till like she's not coming back anymore. LOL.

Yesterday night was alright. We drank quite alot. 3 bottles of martell and one bucket of beer from the manager. =\ And they condemn me last night. They said i was table 8.5 cause i played 5-10 with the guy at table 8 which we don't know. People jio me play ma, paiseh to reject. so just play lo. FRIENDLY ok. LOL. Just a game of 5-10 they condemn me and say wanna cut the line. Ask me go to their table. SIGHS. and i don't even know the guy name =x. LOL. drama-mama.

These few days was tummy ache. Seriously, my tummy is giving me lotsa problem lately. I've been going to the toilet at least twice a day. Clara mummy said might be gastric flu. So i guess i'll be visiting the doctor very soon. Sighs. I hate medicine. Damn.

OH. btw, i seriously find that my mum is cute. Yesterday we went giant. And after that she asked me,

Mum: wanna go Ikea?
Kim: Ok ar. Ikea opposite only ma.
Mum: There got coke.
Kim: huh? Ikea got sell coke mehs?
Mum : i got bring the Ikea card, can get 2 cups free plus can refill!
Kim : WAO LAO. Mummy you very gian peng gian sai lehs. OMG
Mum : EH! today weather very hot lehs! plus can bring two cups home to drink.
Kim : OMG. you're hopeless.

LOL. my mum is seriously making my day. HAHAHA. The way her expression and everything seriously made me laugh non stop. I realised my dad and mum are seriously hilarious people who comes up with random dramas. LOL. No wonder they're happily married. LOL

2009-04-17T20:20:00.003+08:00

The day before daddy took off, i shitted twice. And he told me something that made me almost kill myself.

Daddy: No wonder the water bill goes up. You shitted twice today.
Me : I beg your pardon?
Daddy: No wonder the electrical bill goes up. You on all the lights when you shit.
Me : Thanks for telling me that. I'll only flush during the night. HEHE
Daddy : HAHA

I told Pearlyn about this and she laughed about it. And she sides him instead of me! damnit. LOL
But all in all, i find my dad CUTE LA! hahahas

2009-04-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

- Officially TWENTY.

Celebrated my twentieth birthday in Crewroom last Saturday. Enjoyed.Drunk.Drama.
Lost 2 hours memory and i heard i did quite alot of stupid things during that 2 hours. Damn
Lose face already. NO MORE IMAGE!

Yesterday was countdown at Sabai as well! The smell of Martell really made me want to vomit. At around 12plus in Sabai i was on the stage drinking 7 seconds of martell from bottle. Initially it was 10 seconds BUT thanks to ahjade and friends i got discounted till 7 seconds! but it's still the same la. When i'm done with the stage, i got another extra 6 seconds seperately. LOL. 3 + 3 . Yesterday was sober. No memory lost. HAHA. god bless. And thanks MrAng for the effort of the cake and the watch. (:

Actual day was slacking at home the whole day till dinner. Super relaxing at home. LOVE IT. Dinner with my 2 beloved laode. Finally met up. Had lots to talk about. We talked about basically everything. This showed how long we didn't meet up! Laoda going to have exam soon, so meeting up will be like only after the papers.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, thank you EVERYONE who wished, celebrated my birthday (: i'm happy! i seriously enjoyed my twentieth birthday! (:
love you guys!

2009-04-08T09:25:00.002+08:00

Yawns. I'm late for work today. Super late. I didn't know why this few days mood isn't that great. And i dreamt alot when i sleep. Although i sleep very early at night but i still feel damn tired in the morning. ):
Why do i have to dream so much. Damnit. It's so tiring.

And i'm losing my voice. I hope i don't totally lose it on saturday. If not GG. hahahas. Birthday's coming and i've got tons of wishlist that is beyond my own abilities. HAHAHA. awwww still santa be here on my birthday? pretty please? :)

2009-04-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

I just realise my mum's so cute. when i was walking home just now i saw this lady wearing sports wear with ear piece pluck into her ear from far. I think she's familiar and when i got closer i realised it's MUM. hahas. she look so cute like that. She just make me smile after a tiring day at work (:

2009-04-03T13:21:00.002+08:00

- singlehood.

I'm sick ): I hate the feeling having to keep sneezing. Damn. I'm like a reindeer yesterday la.! nose was super duper red. And i was sneezing non stop, my supervisor asked me to take half day and go home. LOL. imagine how bad is my flu.

Met up with alan on wednesday. Accompanied him to the library to do some research. Damn. It's been a long time since i last saw him and the other day he was like shooting me all the way. Made me feel so awwww. Wanna pull off all of his hair. LOL. But after so long, it's nice to meet up la. (: Don't Mia again i tell you. If not this time i'll really not regard you as a friend anymore even when you came back. LOL.

Damn. Birthday celebration is next saturday and i'm half looking forward to it and half NOT looking forward to it. Why am i looking forward to it because i can see all of my friends! heeee. Why i'm not looking forward to it because, Pearlyn and gang are going to make me so drunk that i'll forget my own name. LOL. Awww. i'll worry about that when the day comes.LOL

Next wed i'm going for Jap buffet. WOOOO! hahahas. happy happy. But after dinner i don't know where should we head to. Jared said clubbing. =\ Ladies night. But clubbing on a wednesday is boring. LOL. Thrusday i got to work. Hmmmm. Shall see about that. If he has car that night then we shall go some where else =D

2009-03-29T03:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was in CR celebrating Clara & dh birthday. LOL. Was alright la. Didn't really drink alot last night. Was there busy being photographer. LOL. And people actually mistaken me as a waitress there. DAMNIT. -_-. Anyway, i've decided the venue for my birthday celebration. LOL. CR. hahas. don't wanna think so much about it already. hahas.

Just came back from chilling session with clara and Pearlyn. We went to Jor's Ntuc Link chalet. It was really boring. I didn't know anybody there and we don't feel like havingany alcohol in our body so ya we reject the offer. Haha. so we left awhile later. We head down to white sand to chill la. LOL. yawns. it's 330am in the morning and i can't sleep. Mum said tomorrow got to leave home around 6 plus in the morning. So ya, i don't intend to sleep. TOLERATE.

Anyway, daddy is being so nice to me. He lend me his laptop! cool. hahahas. but i'm so afraid that i'll spoil it. damn. This morning i told daddy that i'm so not fated with eletronics recently. And the reply he gave me was " you've already been electrified. positive charges and positive charges repel." damnit. i was like, OMG. thank you very much. ~

2009-03-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

Drifted-

Had been working working and working. I can't wait for payday.Although pay was really patheticstill, i can't wait for payday. HAHA. Meeting clara mummy they all after work for dinner atPS and then we're heading down to CrewRoom for our Dearest DongHao and Clara Birthday celebration. (:

Everybodys' birthday just clashes ALTOGETHER on the same date. Pearlyn brought DongHao for theDuck tour and Singapore Flyer package tour. Damn cool. They're going for fish spa as wellDamn. I wanted to go fish spa ): I shall go some day. DON'T CARE. and it isn't expensive!student 5 bucks Normal 10 bucks. OMG. super worth it. I want the fish to bites off all my dead skin. LOL. My toes are super ugly already with my fingers bring the culprit. 15 more mins toKNOCK OFF! O. I've got to send report to LVK. Computer at home spoilt. DAMN!. sighs. I'll update again(:Bye Earthlings! Enjoy your weekend!

2009-03-24T13:08:00.002+08:00

I'm in the office right now. Just had my lunch. The weather is so good. It's such a waste to be in the office. damnit. Alright. I guess blogging will be impossible at home. Cause my laptop officially die on me on the 21stMarch2009.

I seriously think that i've got no fate with electronics this days. For example, my handphone battery is spoilt. SECONDLY my laptop officially pronounced dead. THIRDLY, my aircon was dripping water yesterday night AGAIN!. damnit. what is this?! It's so pathetic to have everything around me spoilt. Birthday's coming! who is going to be angelic enough to get me NEW ONES! hahahas. =x

Anyway, last friday i was in sabai with Pearlyn and gang. Wooo. we're the first customer. LOL. We went there like super early. And we left around 4. That night was fun la. HAHA. i shall see if i should go this week. Dad's coming back probably on thursday you see. So i can't go out and have fun like i use to during the weekend. SO.. i shall update again. HAHAHAHA.

2009-03-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

Went back to office today and slack throughout the morning. Cause Chris was on half day leave today. She'll only be back in office in the afternoon. HAHA. After lunch went back did some work and then during the late afternoon i started calling Sydney. Damn. I'm loving their voices! damn pleasant. heeee.

AND SOMETHING THAT MAKE MY DAY!
I GOT GRADE A FOR MY FINAL YEAR PROJECT!!!! WHEEEE~

Gpa increased till 2.37. Although still low BUT THEN i'm happy at least it increase! hee.

Alright, quarelled la. Talked alot but then didn't come to a conclusion. Unpleasant stuff. Nothing nice to talk about. I'm going to meet him tomorrow, haven't seen him for a few days already. Hmmm. just hope that tomorrow will be a better day (:

2009-03-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

I'm totally drained from 7 days of work. And i got to go back to work tomorrow as well. Damn. tiring. OMG. My leg is SOOOOO tired. Haven't work for so long and now? Just started to work i work till like mad. HAHA. omg.

But i don't lose anything from IT show la. At least i gained some experience and knew some new friends (:
Working in IT show really make me see alot of different people. There's this uncle damn funny. He came to my booth 3 times. First time he asked me, Can lower the price not. Second time, I'll come back in one hour time sure drop. Third time, still the same price ar? OK LA. i buy. LOL. When he come back i'm already going to knock off but he came in time. HAHA. He's my last customer. lol.

Damn. i think i'm going to sleep in office tomorrow. Lucky boss leave for Bali today already. It's a gone case if he see me sleeping in office. LOL. Aww. i forget i gotta send report to LVK. damnit. Alright i guess i gotta go send my report le. GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS.

2009-03-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Work is so tiring! Every morning i got to wake up at 6 plus in the morning and leave home at 7am. OMG. And the morning crowd is scary! The train is always packed. Even i'm at the first stop i don't get seats. DAMNIT. I stand all the way to outram and then stand in the bus all the way to my work place. ): This is a torture man. LOL

When i'm slacking at home usually i sleep at 6am in the morning but now? I gotta wake up at 6am . OMG. it's a total change. And working with oversea people is difficult! Their accent for english is kinda hard to understand. I really need to concentrate in what they're talking about if not i'll be there Sorry? Can your repeat. LOL. felt so kuku. But i'll get use to it. HAHA. it's kinda fun interacting with people all over the world. HAHA. At least i don't lose anything. (:

Things was kinda messy past few weeks when baby darling changed his job. As in our relationship faces a little problem. Problems started to surface. Almost everyday there's misunderstanding and arguements. But we always have a mentality in mind, " it'll be a better day tomorrow". So whenever we woke up the next morning we're fine. LOL. Sometimes, i don't ask for anything complicated or perfect. I just want it simple. Like how you walk me home just now. Although it's nothing, but i love the feeling (:

PS: baby darling, love can be as simple as abc.

2009-03-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

I wanna do something to my hair. But i'm so lazy to step out of my house. LOL. Today i was complaining t baby darling about me being a couch potato for 4 days already and no one asked me out. And he scolded me, he said, ' even if someone asked you out you'll be too lazy to go out. ' LOL. True enough. I'M LAZY. i haven't meet baby darling for 4 days already. HAHA. i still miss him but when i think back of the days i'm oversea, HA, can't compare. Those days were worse.

Alright, i'm finally meeting laoer on thrusday. WHEE~ had been rather long since i've seen her. Got lots to catch up.

And guess what. SATURDAY i'm going to SABAI! it's like finally. LOL. AND I'M SO SHOCKED WHEN MY COUSIN TOLD ME IT'S MY AUNT WHO JIO. LOL. cool. i'll be clubbing with my aunt on sat. LOL. we shall see how it goes. LOl. i'll update u guys again (:

2009-02-28T00:15:00.003+08:00

I'm happy for my darling boy (: He called me during break time at work just now, everything is going well. Glad to hear that and at least he's happy with whatever he is doing now. hee. it's only the 2nd day of work. JIAYOU!

Met up with darling boy, accompanied him to oosh for interview the other day. The ambiance there is nice and it's quite class. Supposed to go there on thrusday with laoer BUT i complained too far. HAHA =x Nvm. we shall go there some other day. (: Alright, after interview we bought food home and after we ate KO-ed. Recently i'm having insomnia, doesn't have enough sleep. AND JET LAG like what pearlyn said. LOL.

Yesterday was terrible. Wasn't feeling well for the entire day. Gosh. Hate the feeling and i can't go SABAI la. damnit. i make sure i'll go next week! DON'T CARE. lol.

2009-02-24T20:09:00.002+08:00

I can't stand the cold. I crave for the sun alot already. OMG. Alright i'll be busy for soon and then free. HAHA. can't wait. =x super excited. But i miss my darling so much. It seems like i haven seen him in ages.

Heard quite alot of stuff. Unpleasant. Scolded, got angry blablabla. But thank you for not keeping it from me. Appreciate that effort at least. I've forgiven but think about it. It's like what dd told me today support you instead of pointing fingers, you have your own reason. Although i don't totally agree with all that he had told me but certain stuff he's right. I'm gonna heed his advise and continue with whatever i should. And you should keep to whatever you've told and promisd me.

DD, thank you very much for letting me rant. Felt better after ranting la. And like what you said, your dummy always act without thinking and rush to a conclusion. (:
And don't stress yourself too much on studies la. The way you tell me your study hours it really scares me lo. When i first know you, you're not like that. You're always gaming if not sleeping. LOL. And now you spend almost all your time studying. OMG. I can't imagine. SERIOUS =x hahas. Just take care of your health la dude. (: And i'll give you a ring very soon! miss your sexy girly voice already. HAHAHA.

Gotta go for now~ BYE. 'll Update very soon.

2009-02-05T10:58:00.003+08:00

He's my current craves. Yes, that's him. Elden Ang. Although he's not that perfect guy i'm searching for, not rich; don't have my dream guy looks; don't have a job from 8-5; don't own a car. But i still loves him cause i know that he loves me back. I felt comfortable with him around me and i felt good whenever we talked about things that bothers us. Things that we doesn't like. Although we've only been together for a short time but things are working out (:

When i saw him today i felt so good. Although the time we spent seeing each other today isn't long but be satisfied. At least we still get to see each other before i fly. The way you hug me just now made me feel like you didn't wanna let go, it felt nice seriously. You made me can't bear to leave even more ): I'll definitely miss you like crazy darling.

You better packed all your stuff quickly after work and asked kaixiang to send you home asap. HAHA. I'm waiting for your call! Time's precious till i board the plane. (: LOVE YOU BABY.

2009-01-30T13:11:00.002+08:00

Was in sabai for 4 nights since Saturday night. LOL. Sabai is fun la. serious. just by standing there is so fulfilling already. lol. The cousin outing thingy is fun! hahahas.

AWWW. i'll update again. I just recieve bad news ): gotta prepare to go out. BYE